Limits. (Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

Leaving.

Zak's POV

The last few days have been a mixture of torture and pure happiness, some days Roni was that ill she'd turn blue and others she was her most amazing self. The person I fell in love with though I'd accept her even on her bad days.

Today we arrived home and she was now sound asleep in bed at Aaron's, I tried to convince Aaron to let me bring her to mine but he still he didn't want her at mine.

I watched Roni sleep while standing at her door, she had six pillows wrapped around and under her. "You know she will eventually got back to Seattle." Aaron scared me from behind.

"Geez!" I panted. "How are you sure?"

He held up a ticket. "Her flight ticket, one way." He dropped into my hand and stormed off.

She was leaving, still? I opened the ticket reading it and re-reading it, no matter how many times I read it she was still going. I watched her as she tossed in bed and walked away, I followed Aaron outside where he was defeated by her.

"She told me she wouldn't go. She told me Carter will deal with it, she didn't care if she got zero for the house. She didn't want to leave you, Zak." Aaron crouched on the ground shaking his head.

"She might not go-"

"Don't be stupid. This is what Roni does, she leaves. I honesty thought she'd stay this time." He joked to himself. "Fooled me, didn't she?"

"Stop it! You have to give her a chance Aaron, she has things to settle and you should let her do it. She told me she couldn't leave Vegas again and she only left because of her relationship with Carter. Now that's over why would she go back?"

"When she has suffered enough hurt in one place she'll leave, I'm surprised she won't run off to New York like she has dreamt of." He scoffed. "Zak, I need you to convince her to stay. She'll listen to you."

Now I was under immense pressure, I had to keep a wild heart stuck here in Sin City. I've always wanted to leave but never could, what if Roni wanted an escape? To move past the hurt from her life, should I really be the one to ruin her happiness?

"I-I can't do it Aaron." I shook my head. "I can't force her." A tear suddenly fell from my eyes.

"Either can I" he stood up and closed his eyes, breathing in deeply. "I can't say goodbye again."

You can say neither Aaron or myself got any sleep, Roni screamed all night in terrors and the thought of her leaving shook us. Aaron and I took turns holding her and getting her back asleep.

"AAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!" She howl down the place.

"I got it dude" I threw the blanket back over Aaron and headed upstairs to see Roni sitting up breathing deeply.

"Roni ssh" I patted her back, my eyes were rolling into the back of my head.

"I need to go Zak." She moaned into my chest.

"Go where sweet pea?" I kissed her forehead.

"Seattle." My heart dropped. "But I'll be back... for Aaron's birthday. How about a birthday surprise?" She giggled lightly.

"You're not staying?" I asked confused.

"No, ugh god no. I brought a one way ticket cause o don't know how long it'll take. Cheaper for me." She hugged me tightly, her arms wrapped around me and I was home.

"Oh thank god!" I exhaled out.

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One week later...

"Many people travelling today?" I said to Aaron and Zak, Aaron who was ignoring me and Zak who had sunnies on to hide his tears.

"Too many maybe" Aaron moaned. "Can't you stay please?" He begged me.

"I need to be a big girl now and deal with my problems." I kissed his forehead.

"I'll miss knowing you're not in the next room, I won't be able to hear you kicking the wall down or even sleep talking" he wanted to laugh but he cried.

"Oh Aaron!" I gasped. "Even if you can't hear my voice I'll be right beside you, I'm always with you." I pulled him into a big hug.

I looked over to Zak who's tears were now running down his pale cheeks. I released Aaron and grabbed Zak.

"Please don't leave. I need you." He whispered in my ear.

"Don't do this please" I begged. "I have to do this, for me for us. We can move on with us." I smiled at him as now I was crying.

"Whenever my skin meets yours I feel like I'm home. I feel safe, I feel like I've found a place where I belong." He choked on his words. "But now when you leave I'll have this emptiness feeling." He crossed his arms.

"You have no idea the impact you have on me, I love you Zak." As I said those four words his lips can crashing down on mine.

"I love you more." He whispered.

"Flight KH168 to Seattle is now boarding."

We all looked at each other.

"Roni, I'll see you soon. Take care, call me if you need anything." Aaron kissed my cheek and walked away. "I'll give you both a minute."

"We have a minute" I smirked at Zak.

"Did I mention I love you" he pulled me in close and our noses rubbed against each other.

"Not in the last minute" I bit my lip. "You're my number 1."

"Come back safe, come back to me sweet pea."

"Always." I blew him a kiss and walked up to my departure gates.

"Roni!" Zak shouted, I turned to see him waving. "I love you!" He smiled.