Limits. (Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

Lending Hand.

'I'm too coward to call you and hear your voice as I say this but I need to say this; maybe a text is easier. Carter, it's over. I can't be you no longer, I wasn't happy and now I am. Maybe telling this to you face to face or even a phone call, you'd find a way to convince me otherwise and I would've fell for it and made myself a ton more miserable. I'm sorry I wasn't a decent human being to tell you this. Veronica.'

"Send" I whispered to myself.

It had to be done and apart of me was guilty to text him the bad news but now he could get on with Sarah and I would finally be able to sleep at night.

The big party was tonight and I was already late, I hurried up and changed. Tonight I was dressed as a SWAT officer; I had fake leather tights on, hooker boots, SWAT vest that pushed my boobs up making them too unreal and I had a fake gun strapped to my thigh. I was looking hot and feeling good about myself, I threw my phone in my drawer and headed downstairs.

I worked my through the crowd with men whistling at me, women rolling their eyes at me and everyone's eyes on me yet I wasn't seeing they pair of eyes I wanted to see.

"My my Roni look at you" Aaron came out of the kitchen, he had just his Star Wars t-short and that's it.

"C'mon Aaron! Where's the full on costume?" I picked at his shirt.

"No matter what I wore you'd still steal the show, my god" he awed loudly. "Break up has gotten the best of you."

"Yep. I'm officially single so here's to tonight!" I took a shot of tequila and started my search for Zak.

The music was good, company was great and the alcohol was even better. I got side tracked and ended up with a group of Aaron's friends who I use to hang out with once upon a time, I was necking the vodka and tequila down like it was water and I was stuck in the Sahara Desert.

"So you're looking good Roni" Jack scooted closer. "Really good."

"I feel good or maybe it's the vodka that feels good."

"Whatever babe, you're looking hot." He brushed my hair back and leaned in close. I knew what was happening and I didn't want it but my body was heavily sedated by alcohol and I moved closer to Jack.

A hand got between our lips. "I don't think so pal." A angry Zak spoke calmly to Jack.

"Well I think so!" He shot back at Zak. "Excuse us man" he sighed and faced towards me.

"Dude look, she is drunk. She's going to soon vomit all over herself in about 5minutes and are you going to help her? Clean her up? No!" He yelled. "You'll leave her and she'll have to defend for herself which is a huge mistake."

"What the fuck du--" Jack was interrupted by my deep hurl, Zak was right under 1minute I was sick. "She's yours." Jack scooted over me and ran off.

"My my Zak aren't you good." I rubbed my hands down the side of my pants. "I need air." I panicked.

Zak pulled me into his chest and took me outside away from all the people and noise.

"Intoxication isn't hot Veronica." He sat me down by the pool and crouched next to me.

"Can we cool it with Veronica? I'll call you Zachary if you call me Veronica one more time." He laughed and shook his head. "I ended it with Carter."

"I guessed with all the drinking. You okay?" He patted my back and I rolled my head to rest it on his strong shoulder.

"Yes. I can now be happy, I just need to quit my job and then I'll be overly happy." I giggled.

"Now, Roni" he wiggled his eyebrows. "You look absolutely delicious in that outfit." He softly grunted against my ear. "I've never know hunger till I came across you" he admitted.

"Like after I came back from Seattle?" I questioned him. Zak pushed me back laying me on the ground, his body was on top of me while he softly placed kisses all down my neck.

"No. Ever since I met you."

I rolled him over and we ended up in the pool. He held me up and I wrapped my legs around him pushing my lips hard against his. He grunted in pain as I was hungry for him that I bit his lip, he grunted but never pulled away.

"Sorry. I'm hungry for you, I'm craving it." I spoke against his lips.

"I could have every single inch of your body pressed against mine and I'd still try to pull you in closer." At that point I knew that there was something more that sex between us, old feelings for one another but I was too drunk to deal with it all now.

"Zak I think I'm going to pass out." I started blankly at him, he decided to pull us both out of the water and we walked towards the front of the house. "Where are we going?"

"I'm taking you with me, Aaron is drunk and won't be able to take care of you. I won't hurt you Roni" he reassured me, I willingly got into his car and found myself asleep at the sound of his car.

"Roni, Roni" Zak shook me, we must've been at his.

"Why has it taken you this long to tell me you like me?" I groaned then passed out in his arms.