Limits. (Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

Break.

Two nights later..

Aaron was back home, I was back at mine and right now was in the biggest awkward moment of my life. I had Carter and his parents over for dinner, Carter decided to take a week off work and try to fix our relationship but I wasn't sure if that's what I wanted.

"Veronica you look good, must be working out?" The meat rolled out of my mouth, God how I hate his mother! I was curvy but like a sexy curvy, I liked that about myself I enjoyed having more than bone and as they say only a dog wants a bone.

"Mum!" Carter hissed. "She is perfect." He kissed my head but I didn't need him to defend me.

"I haven't been working out, just constantly at Aaron's house and he eats organic food so I eat that." I argued back nicely, she hated when I mentioned Aaron because she knew what we had.

"How nice. He still going along with that Zak Bargans finding 'ghost'?"

"It's Bagans. And yes, whether or not you're a believer it's his job." I slammed my fork down and excused myself.

I hid in the kitchen slamming the pots into the dishwasher, it was incredible how this woman got under my skin and now to tease Zak. It got my blood boiling, I hated when anyone would talk bad about Zak, he was a good man very sensitive but not everyone gets to see that side.

"Roni you okay?" Carter popped in the kitchen and hugged me. "She doesn't mean it."

"Yes she does! She is always bickering about Zak and Aaron, my god!" I threw my hands around my head.

"Why all of a sudden you defending Zak?" The silence crept in between us, I couldn't look him in the eye.

"I saw him with you the other day, giving you his coat." He crossed his arms. "Veronica?"

"Are you insinuating anything? We're friends." I was only speaking the truth.

"I think it's a good idea we end the night, have an early night yea?" He started up the dishwasher and went or to send his parents home, I stayed behind so I didn't have to say goodbye or look at his mother.

I got into bed and cuddled my pillow, I heard Carter in the shower and I was hoping to just sleep but he finished up and snuck into bed.

"How about you get your beautiful body on me" his fingers traced my stomach and I rolled over kissing him.

"Like that" I sat above him pulling off my night dress, I stretched over him and pulled out a condom.

He slid it on and teased me before entering it inside me, the was now oomph with Carter, it was thrust, thrust, come and sleep. He accepted my body and told me I was beautiful but he never seemed to crave me, I wanted to be needed, wanted.

After he was satisfied he cuddled me and then was snoring, it was over and I was awake unsatisfied so I pulled out my toy and polished myself off. I looked at Carter and tried to imagine his head between my thighs but all I could think of was Zak, how his touch would be, how he'd handle me. It got me so hot and heavy I came within seconds.

I'm a very private person and due to my early childhood I've always had myself kinda locked up. No one yet has opened me truly, not even Carter let alone Aaron. I was looking at Carter and my head wanted him but my heart and body was speaking a whole different language, a language Carter wouldn't understand.

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"You're going already? You said a week!" I sat on the bed and watched Carter frantically packed.

"I need to go back, they need me." He headed into the laundry, his phone pinged and my eyes wandered to the screen. 'Sarah'.

Another message from here, his phone pinged a few times before my hands took over myself and opened his messages.

'I'll meet you at your house in Seattle.'

'You can't leave me again for Vegas and HER!'

I was devastated but not completely heart broken, I know me and Carter haven't been right but that doesn't mean he has the right to cheat. So many questions but I didn't know how to discuss this, he'd only lie to me.

"You going to miss me babe?" I tossed the phone as he came back in the room, he lied on top of me kissing my neck. "All I need is you needing me, I love it." He kissed my forehead.

"Ofcourse I'll miss you" I stuttered out.

"You're more than happy to come back with me, you're not happy in Vegas" he frowned.

I pushed him off me and got up. "I'm not happy, anywhere. I need to change before it's too late" I bit my fingernails and moved away from him.

"Like what?"

"I want to take a break, we need to sort our shit out."

"Veronica don't be stupid! You're angry cause of last night, we made love last night. I love you Roni." He argued back but he didn't say like I wished someone would.

"It's not what your mother said, it's us. Who's Sarah?" I pointed at his phone which pinged again. "Better not keep her waiting."

"Roni it's a work colleague, get over it." He rolled his eyes and zipped up his case. "Yep okay we'll have a break. Call me when you've stopped being a bitch okay." He stormed out.

I sat on the bed and started to cry, for so long I've been miserable and Carter calling me a bitch was the icing on the cake. I don't even know why I'm so heartbroken when I expected this from the texts, I know he is cheating.

I sunk back in my blankets and slept the day, after crying I was emotionless and sleeping seemed like the best thing to do. I had one aspect of my life that changed now I needed to finish the rest, but I'll sleep for now.