Limits. (Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

Permission For Love and Everything Else.

I watched Zak sleep. His face wasn't settled like it normally is, I could tell his mind was working over time. I sat besides him and thought to myself he was the first person I actually fell in love with.

Damn it. I love him. And I know I won't be able to stay away. I need him him, I needed his arms around me, to hold me and to tell me whatever is thrown our way we can deal with it. Always be together.

"Hey" I whispered. I couldn't wait for him to wake up.

"You're still here?" He grumbled as his body tossed to face me.

"I thought I could handle the pain and be apart from you but I can't... I couldn't do it." I started to cry. "I'm sorry..."

Zak's arms quickly wrapped around me and he pulled me in for a kiss. A kiss that was a silent promise for our forever.

"I need you. Because I'm the best me when I'm with you and because when you're gone nothing feels right until you return." He wrapped the blanket around us and we laid there making out under the blankets.

"Can I have you please?" His hands wandered my body, his lips smothered my mouth so all I could do was nod.

We both got rid of our clothes, Zak sat up and I straddled him. He wrapped a light blanket around my back incase other drivers saw something they shouldn't.

We started to rock together, Zak using his hands to help move me with him. I had my hands wrapped around his neck and placed light kisses on his lips continuously, every now and then Zak's lips would trace a line down my neck and back up making me moan intensely.

"I love you" he breathed all down my neck. "So much."

"I-I love you" I grabbed his face with my hands and brought his lips back to mine. "Oh" I panted.

"Come with me." He whispered, he always knew when I was coming.

As we both climax hard Zak laid me down and covered me up. "Get some sleep." He got out of the bed and got dressed.

"Where you going?" I sat myself up on my elbows.

"To get a drink and talk to Aaron. Sleep, sweet pea" he blew me a kiss and left. It wasn't long till I drifted to sleep.

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Zak's POV

"What happened out here?" The RV was a mess, Aaron was cleaning and Bacon was driving.

"A little accident. How's Roni? How are you?" Aaron chucked a bottle of water at me. "Fuel up dude. I don't want you passing out on me again."

"We're good, I hope. I'm a mess without her. Can we talk about her?" I sat down and urged to him to take a seat.

"I love Roni, I wanna spend the rest of my life with her. I want your blessing, I want you acceptance." I laid it out on the table.

"What?" He looked confused.

"You mean the absolute world to her and I know you'll always be number 1 but I don't mind becoming number 2 in her book. I know you guys have history and I do get jealous but I want to know you're okay with me being with her?" My hands were sweaty as how Aaron was looking at me.

"You guys are meant for each other, you calm each other and it would be my pleasure to say Zak she is lucky to have you as you are lucky to have her. I've watched you guys for months and even though you've both faced difficulty together seeing you two apart was and is worse." He patted my back.

We hugged it out, sometimes life wouldn't be the way it is without Aaron. Besides him giving me the best gift ever he is the greatest friend I could've asked for, how he calamus my fears, how he takes care of me. He is a brother I'd choose any day, any time and every time.

"Is Roni okay?" Aaron asked.

"Yea she is sleeping, think it's been a long few days for her and everyone else." I took a sip.

"Hey hey" Roni came out of the room rubbing her eyes. She cuddled herself on my lap and rested her head on me.

"I thought I said sleep" I nudged her.

"I can't sleep without you, the bed was empty and I don't want it like that." She nuzzled into my neck. "I want you."

"You and me? That's all I wanted" I teased her, kissing her forehead.

"You guys are too cute but I'm going to sit with Bacon cause this cuteness overload is making me queasy" Aaron teased us.

"What do we do when we get home?" She sunk even lower into me.

"You move in with me. The house has been thoroughly cleansed and I want you with me." I stood us both up and guided her back into the bedroom, as she slid down she groaned and snuggled up the bed.

"I will take care of you." I kissed her forehead.

"Take care of me now? I need cuddles and a heartbeat to sleep to" she reached out for me, she was irresistible. I laid down with her in my embrace, she started to softly moan so I knew she'd be asleep very soon.

"There are darknesses in life and there are lights, and you are on of the lights, the light of all lights." I kissed her forehead.

"Bram Stoker, Dracula. Nice Bagans." She giggled.

"I try to please" I tickled her stomach and she rolled into me laughing.

"I love you. I don't think I could tell you enough, I love you." Her hands wrapped around my face, I felt safe in her embrace. Protected.

"I love you too but you need sleep. I'll stay here, I'm going no where. Close your tired eyes and I'll meet you in your dreams." I kissed her forehead and hummed a melody for her.