Limits. (Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

Remind Me.

Where was I? Really, hospital? The date is further than I expected, what's going on?

"Shit" I hissed at myself as I tried to pull the IV out of me, I needed answers or a familiar face but no one was here. I remembered what Aaron said; I had been in Seattle for weeks, Helen passed away and me and Zak were over. I got a bit teary as the thought of not being with Zak killed me, I need him now more than ever.

"Knock knock."

Nick allowed himself into my room, I sat stunned as to why he was here. I haven't seen him in years. "What the?" I starred blanked at him.

"I heard you were in hospital and I wanted to see you and apologise for the other night. I was--"

"THE OTHER NIGHT!" I threw my yogurt at him, then my pillow then I decided to hurl myself at him. "I WASN'T WITH YOU!" I had ripped the IV out of me and was bleeding everywhere.

"Roni please stop." He begged.

"What is going on!" I screamed above him then kicked the bin. Nick soon ran off once the nurse came rushing in.

"Miss Veronica! Bed now!" My nurse came in not happy about what I had just done. "You like causing chaos in this hospital." She gave me a bittersweet smile.

"I'm so lost. What's happening?" I grabbed her hand before she started to patch me up. "Please?" I begged.

"You need to speak to Zak maybe, Veronica I don't know what you've been through but I know those men out there do. They're scared and lost too." She calmed me down and started to clean myself up. "I'll go bring them in." She sighed and headed out to bring them in but only Aaron came.

"Oh Roni" he broke down as soon as he saw me. He came straight to me holding me. "I thought I had seen the last of you. I'm so sorry, so fucking sorry you're in here again." He babbled on.

"Aaron. What's this 'again' thing? I'm lost?" I rubbed his head.

"You've been possessed for the past few months, we didn't realise the affects until we found you in Zak's museum. Roni can you remember going to Seattle? Going MIA on everyone?" He pushed back a piece of my hair, I lowered my head and shook it. "No you can't?" He reassured me.

"I-I don't. Please, I don't think I wanna know what I've done. But Nick was here, why? Did I see him? Where's Zak?"

"You spent a night with Nick, nothing happened. Do you remember anything? Pain, thoughts, emotions? We need to know if you're cleansed. And as for Zak, he is dealing with the museum. I knew it wasn't safe for you there." He hugged me tighter.

"I remember flying. I think I was in Seattle when I was miserable. I don't remember much else but I remember flying." I picked at my skin. "I want Zak. Are we really broken up?

"Afraid so Roni, it was too much for you both." He shrugged his shoulders.

"I-I love him though, I don't wanna be apart. He can't blame me for this!" I started to panic which means I was starting to yell. "His museum has cursed me!"

And as soon as I said that Zak walked in.

"Fuck" I breathed out.

Zak stood there nodding his head, he threw the flowers on the floor and walked out.

"No Zak!" As I tried to leave I was pulled back by the IV pole, I looked to Aaron who couldn't even look at me. "My life is done. My life is nothing but fucked." I rubbed my eyes.

"Oh Roni" Aaron tried to comfort me.

"No! My life is run by demons now, what if the cleansing didn't work. Who will cleanse me now? No one!" I started to panic.

"Roni calm down!" Aaron shouted.

"What if it wants me dead! This is it." I stumbled back to the bed and hid under the blankets. "Please Aaron, go. My life is ruined and I won't ruin yours."

After a minute of silence the bed move and Aaron had left, now I could cry. I sobbed my heart out, my fingers trembled all over my face, my legs were shaking. This is the end of me, I've reached my limits and I've got no one.

I needed Zak, I will go to Zak. Tonight.

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After about an hour of convincing the nurses I'm okay, I was now currently making my way down Zak's driveway. I could hear music inside so I knew he was home. The hospital gave me old tracksuit pants and a flannel, very unattractive look.

I went to knock on the door but with the music blaring I knew he wouldn't hear me so I picked my way through his lock. And I was successful.

"Oh god." The smell. I felt like I was home, it was all familiar, just what I needed.

"Roni?" He stopped mid way coming through from his kitchen. "You're here?"

"I came to apologise. Zak--"

He cut me off. "You look terrible."

"Gee thanks" he cracked a laugh while I tried to fix myself up.

"Here come take a bath, you'll feel better and I'll leave some clothes out." He willingly took me to his ensuite and started to run me a bath.

"Don't you wanna hear me out?" I looked confused as he begun stripping me slowly.

"No. Not now, I've lost you once, I lost you twice and now that I have you I can keep an eye on you." He looked away from me while I hopped into the bubbly bath. "I'll listen to you when you're relaxed. I want to tell you things too but I don't wanna scare you, clearly I scare you. You thought I was hurting you."

"I thought it was, the last thing I can vividly remember is you turning me away and letting me leave over a 'I love you'." I exhaled deep and shook my head.

"Do you?" He folded his arms.

"Absolutely." I looked him in the eye. "Remind me?"

"Of what?" He chuckled.

"Remind me of those lips." I stood up and and showed him my wet body, I reached out for him and he soon was in my arms.

"I'll remind you of this, I love you." He wrapped my legs around him and took me to his room.