To the jerk who broke my heart,
I guess I don't really know how to start this damn letter. Should I start it with a "hello" or should I start it with something I really want to tell you ever since?
"Fuck you."
Just, fuck you.
Fuck you for making me fall in love with you.
Fuck you for choosing her over me.
Fuck you for making me feel worthless.
Fuck you for doing it all over again.
Fuck you for making me believe that we can happen.
Fuck you for caring too much.
Fuck you for showing up every time I try to move on.
Fuck you for being too nice.
Fuck you for being a one of a kind asshole.
Fuck you for not fighting for me.
Fuck you for making fun of my feelings.
Fuck you for ruining me.
Fuck you. Just fuck you!
Fuck you because after all these years, after all the tears I shed, after all the chasing I did, after all the broken pieces I lost, after everything fucked up that happened because of you...
I'm still here, hoping, that maybe, just maybe... We could really happen.
I guess, we're both fucked up.
It's a fucked up world after all.
