➰Cecily (TMI FANFIC)➰

Decide

"Raziel? You can't be serious." Zane's voice was filled with arrogance as I felt someone gently lay there hand over my forehead.

"Do I look like I'm joking?"

"Would you two stop bickering! Now why on Earth would she glow like an angel?" Tessa's voice interrupted the two boys.

Everything was quiet and I was about to open my eyes when, Magnus sighed heavily.

"Her parents." he paused,"They aren't exactly regular shadowhunters."

"Not normal in the way Tessa is...." Jem began,but was cut short as Magnus cut him off.

"No....not at all. Now Zane I think you best take her back too The Institute."

"No not until you explain what's wrong with her."

"I think it would be best for her father to explain it too her."

"He won't tell her the truth, he's just an arrogant ass...."

"Hey!" Magnus voice rose instantly to a shout making me twitch slightly."You watch your mouth, boy. Or so help me I will..."

"You'll do what?" Zane taunted,"Kick me out, you've already done that."

There was a pause and that's when Magnus ordered,"Tessa, Jem, I'd like to have a word alone with Zane."

"But, Cecily..." Tessa began.

"I'll watch her, please just go get your selves a drink."

I felt the hand pull away from my head as the door opened and closed leaving the room full of heavy emotion.

"She won't be awake for an hour at most." Magnus' voice was low.

"Good because you'll be the one to explain to her what exactly the hell she is."

"No I won't. Her father...."

"Her father has done crap for her! Just like mine had!"

"Don't start at Alec this way, you have no right!"

"Your right! It was never directed towards him....this is all about you!" Zane was at the point where his screams could be heard by all of New York. "It's always been about you, hasn't it?"

I made my eyes open to slits to see I was laid on the couch Magnus was sitting on before where I could see Magnus and Zane standing by the door.

"You were always the person to tear our family apart! Alec always had feelings for you, and you casted him aside them a piece of trash!" He moved to stand next to couch,"But I guess that's all we are too you...like little bugs who have such short lives you don't bother to show any reason to love or care for any of us."

"Zane that's not true, I have always thought of you as my own flesh and blood. I loved your father and when he died...."

"You drowned yourself in liquor like you always do, I remember that night well enough."

The room became quiet and from the hurt look that crossed Magnus' face I gently began to pull myself into a sitting position. Zane looked down at me and I swallowed hard. He was changing inside, something was braking inside him. And I could see it in those eyes.

"I think I want to go back to the Institute."

"You know what, I think I do too." Zane snapped shooting a glare Magnus' way.

I came to a stand and felt my head spin with nausea. God please Cecily don't vomit, that's the last thing I need right now.

Zane gently put a hand around my waist to support me as we reentered the party. Tessa and Jem stood outside the doors and as we passed Tessa gently laid a hand on my arm bringing us to a stop.