I Need Your Love (Nathan Sykes fanfic)

Chapter 10- My Last Hope

“Air what’s wrong?” Rain asks me. But I can’t answer, I’m too busy crying. “Please, just talk to me.”

“Nathan.” I sob.

“What about him?” Rain asks.

“He, cheated on me.” I cry. She looks at me in weird way so I stop crying.

“Wait, so you’re going to let some guy ruin your life?” She asks me.

“Rain, I took a chance, to try and change my ways. But this just proves I can’t. Okay, I’m done trying to turn my life around, because it is a waste of time.” I pick my phone off the floor and it’s not broken, so I call Nathan. I know not the best idea but he needs to confess.

He picks up on the forth ring. “Air?”

“Don’t call me that!” I say, venom in my voice.

“Sorry, I thought you liked your nickname. So what do you need love?”

“I’m not ‘love’. My name is Ariana and that’s what you will call me. Now that that’s settled, what are you up to?”

“I thought I told you, just out with the boys. Then we’re going,” I cut him off.

“Don’t lie to me Nathan. What have you been doing?” The tears start to sting my eyes again.

“I’m not,” I cut him off again.

“Don’t, you dare finish that sentence. Just tell me what you’ve been doing!” I shout at him, tears streaming down my cheeks.

“Well, I was just with the boys. What else do you want me to say?” My body fills with rage and before I can stop myself I throw my phone across the bus. It smashes into pieces and I scream into my hands.  

“C’mon Air, he’s just a boy.” Rain says and I lift my head to look at her.

“Just a boy? You think this is about a boy! Rain, this is about the fact that I couldn’t ‘for fill his needs’! Just like my dad, doesn’t care about me or anything just about his stupid boy needs. This is about me being worthless, me not caring about having a healthy life. I put all of my trust in one person, and the just threw it in the garbage. And they can’t even admit to what they did!” I yell at her before storming out of the bus. She comes running out after me, then grabs my shoulder to stop me.

“Just wait Air. Let me call Jay.” She says then dials his number. “Jay, was Nathan kissing some girl? Okay well he couldn’t even admit to it and Air is just going mad. Please just come over here. See you soon, bye,” She finishes then hangs up. “The boys are on their way.”

“What if I don’t want to see them? What if I just want to be alone?”

“Well, Nathan’s coming. SO you can slap him.” She says smiling, making me give a slight smile back. Rain and I walk back to the bus and they soon arrive and the first thing I do is walk up to Nathan.

“Hi jerk!” I shout at him before kicking his shin and slapping him. “I can’t believe you would cheat on me!”

“What are you talking about?” He questions me rubbing his cheek.

“You know what I’m talking about!” I start to sob, again. I just can’t help it.

“I didn’t cheat on you!” He yells back at me. His face goes from tense to soft when he sees the pain I’m in. “Look, why would I cheat on you?” He puts his hand on my back but I shove him off.

“Don’t you ever touch me again pig! Just admit it! You were kissing some skank!” I scream at him.

“Hey she was not a skank!” He yells at me and I kick him as hard as possible.

“Good to know. Why don’t you go back to her then and feel her up! Because you sure as hell will never touch me again!” I shout at him before rushing into the bathroom.

“I can’t believe you Nath! Why would you cheat on her?” I hear Siva question Nathan.

“Because… I can’t tell you.” He answers.

“You’re ridiculous Nathan.” Max spits at him.

“Hey, I did it for Air.” Nathan defends himself. I walk out of the bathroom and for once look into his eyes. Not the best idea, because every time I do I get lost in them.

“How would cheating on me be helping me in anyway.” I say as I shoe everyone away so it’s just me and Nathan.

“Because, that girl knew who I was and knew about you. I knew you didn’t want us to be public so she said she would tell the press if I didn’t kiss her.” He confesses. “Please forgive me.” He moves closer to me.

“Nathan, you can’t just expect me to forgive you after you do something like that.”

“Please Air,” He begs me.

“Look, I already opened up to you and just a few weeks later you hurt me. A lot. I just need some time to myself right now and then maybe we can be friends.”

“But what about us?”

“There Never really was an us.”

“Please. Please just one more chance.”

“So maybe there was an us, but it completely disappeared when you decided to go off and kiss that girl. It may have been for me but I would’ve much rather been in the public then be cheated on. Don’t you think I’ve had enough heart breaks in my life already?” I asks him, but don’t want an answer so I walk away.

 Away from what used to be, and never will again be, my last hope.

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~Morgan <3