I Need Your Love (Nathan Sykes fanfic)

Chapter 11- But you don't have the balls to do that!

I sit outside of the bus, crying hysterically. I just don’t get it. Why me. Why out of all people did I have to be cursed with all of the stuff I go through? People say everything happens for a reason, so what exactly is the reason all of this stuff has happened to me. I don’t get why I’m even alive. I would’ve rather died then go through all of the shit I’ve gone through…

Rain’s POV

“I’m going to beat your fucking ass Sykes!” I shout at Nathan when he comes back into the bus. “Where the hell is Ariana?”

“How the fuck do you expect me to know. Do you honestly think she’d want to talk to me?” He shouts back at me.

“Hey don’t talk to her like that.” Jay defends me.

“I don’t need your help Jay!” I hiss at Jay who backs away. “Where in that stupid little brain of yours did you think it was a good idea to cheat on her? I mean really she’s going to have to go into a fucking mental hospital now. She was finally healthy for once in her life, and now you made things 10 times worse.” I run out of the bus to find Ariana, and of course the stupid boy follows me.

I see that she’s sitting outside of the bus, shaking, rocking back and forth. Then suddenly she stands up straight, no longer crying. She walks up to us as though everything is normal.

“Hi, I’m Ariana. Do you have any idea where I am right now? She asks us.

“We already know you’re name and you know where you are.” Nathan replies to her.

“Oh, you’re a cutie! You should really give me your number.” She starts to flirt with him.

“Ariana what’s wrong with you? He just cheated on you!” I say disgusted.

“I just met him, silly. And same with you so how would you even know?” She teases me. “But I would love to get to know you guys.”

“You already do know us! I’m your best friend, he’s your ex! And in a band, I have a kid. You live in a tour bus with The Wanted,” She cuts me off.

“No, I live with my mom and my dad. And I have ever since I was born. I’ve never even heard of The Wanted.” Her eyes land on her arms. “Oh my god! Why, why do my arms look like this!?!”

“You cut yourself Air. And your legs look the exact same.” Nathan says to her. “We need to take her to the hospital.”

“What, no! I don’t cut! I’m a straight A student, I have an amazing life! I don’t do drugs, I don’t drink, I’m a virgin.” She says and I burst out laughing.

“Oh, she got so depressed that she thinks her life is the complete opposite of what it actually is! News flash honey; you cut, you’re super depressed, you’re dad left you when you were like 6, you’re mom died 3 years ago, you have an abusive step father, you smoke a lot, you drink, and you were a stripper when you were 16.” I say. “Now, you can either go to the hospital with us or keep living in your little fantasy world.” Nathan starts dialing 911.

“Yes, I’m at the stadium downtown with my friend who has gone crazy. Yes she is very, very depressed. Yep all that stuff.  Okay thank you bye. They’re on their way.” Nathan says.

“No, you call me crazy? You people are crazy!” She starts yelling at us, so Nathan picks her up and puts his hand over her mouth. She starts kicking and spazing out and then finally gets his hand off of her mouth. “HELP! Someone help me! These people are crazy!” She starts to cry.

“Shhh, the ambulance will be here soon.” Nathan tries to calm her and puts his hand back over her mouth. “I’m so sorry Air.” The boys come running out of the bus.

“What’s wrong with Air?” Max asks.

“Well boys, she has completely gone nuts. She actually thinks she has the perfect life.” I answer.

“I want my mom.” I hear her whimper.

“Nathan will you shut her up!?! If you can rip what’s left of her heart and tear it to pieces I’m sure you can handle keeping her quiet.” I say and he hands Ariana over to Siva. My eye catches the fact that Jay and Calum are standing together, talking, which makes me smile.

“Look Rain. I know that I cheated on her and all but it’s not all my fault that she’s like this! I made one mistake and I get all this crap.” He screams at me and I laugh slightly.

“You think this is crap? I have been through some of the crap she’s been through, and trust me. It’s a lot worse than this. I know what it’s like to be depressed. I was a mom at 16, you know why? It isn’t because I’m a whore Nathan. Now can you take a look at Calum? See any features that are familiar?” All of the boys look at Calum. Jay’s eyes widen.

“Oh my god, his dad…” All of the boys start to realize.

“That’s right. Calum’s father is Mike. Ariana’s stepfather. When he was abusing her, he was… doing stuff with me.  Worst experience of my life and whenever I look at my son all those things come back to me. Ariana and I are so close because we know what it’s like, we have a connection. She’s just a lot more fragile than I am and you obviously never realized how fragile.” Oh how much I want to punch Nathan right now.

“I’m, I’m sorry. I didn’t know. I’m really sorry.” Nathan stutters.

“Nathan, apologizing won’t help you now. I mean look at her,” I glance over at the shrieking Ariana. “She’s so broken her body doesn’t even know how to respond. She’s literally gone crazy. You think she was over her depression? She was hiding it. You may not have known that because you don’t know what the word ‘depressed’ really means. Not until you experience it. I don’t even know what it’s like to be as hurt and broken as Ariana is. She needed you to just hug her, not kiss her, not tell her she’s beautiful, but to make her feel safe and loved. But you don’t have the balls to do that. So instead you go off and cheat on her!” Filled with rage I punch Nathan right in the jaw and he falls to the ground. “Oh god, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean too, I just.”

“Mommy beat you up!” Calum teases Nathan.

“Calum.” I scold him. “Sorry Nath. I just, I guess I just took all of my anger out on you.” The ambulance comes rushing down the street. I hope Ariana will be okay…

Yea, so Air is now officially crazy. Did you notice that Rain doesn’t call Ariana Air like the boys? And yea just want to clear it up, Rain is not a slut. Okay? I hope you liked it :)

~Morgan <3