I Need Your Love (Nathan Sykes fanfic)

Chapter 13- I am such a screw up

"GUYS SHE’S AWAKE!” Right as I’m about to tell Nathan Jay barges into the room, followed by Rain and Calum, Tom, Max, Siva, and two girls I don’t recognize.

“Wait, did you two make up!?!” Rain questions Nathan and I.

“Oh calm down, we were just talking.” I reply then get off of his lap.

“So, what did the doctor say?” Tom asks, holding one girl close to him. The boys look at Nathan and me hopefully.

“Well, he told me to go home and die basically.” I answer shrugging.  “But whatever.”

“No, not whatever. He, he can’t just do that. Can he?” Max says franticly.

“Apparently, he can.” Nathan says.

“I’m aloud to leave today.” I jump out of the bed. Big mistake because I fall to the ground. “Well that hurt. Can we go to Nathan’s house?” I get off of the ground.

“Yeah, sure.” Siva says. Everyone looks so sad right now.

“Oh yea, this is Kelsey.” Tom introduces me to the girl he’s holding.

“And this is Nareesha.” Siva gestures to the girl he’s holding hands with.

“Hey, I’m the psycho girl.” I wave at them and they wave back.

“You’re not psycho.” Rain says and I look at her, my eyebrows raised. “Okay, so maybe you’re a little crazy.” We smile.

I wonder what would happen if I died right now. How said would they all be? I’m guessing pretty sad because for some reason they all ‘love’ me.

Ah, that dreaded L word that people throw around carelessly. I don’t think anyone really gets the real concept of love. Most couples say they love each other on the first date, or even before it. Then their partner goes off and cheats on them and they get depressed because they thought they loved them. But, I guess it’s better than saying you’re IN love with someone. The ‘in’ makes a surprisingly big difference.

You can never really tell who you actually loved until you lose them… which I have experienced far too many times.

“Hello, earth to Air.” Jay waves his hand in front of my face.

“Oh sorry, I was just thinking about some stuff. What were we talking about?” I ask. Total airhead.

“We just said we’re going to check you out of the hospital then go to Nath’s flat.” Tom replys.

“Nathan’s what?” I say confused.

“That’s what I said!” Rain shouts in agreement with me.

“Oh, it’s what you Americans call...” Max pauses to think for a moment. “Apartments.”

After the, long, process of checking me out of the hospital we all took taxis to Nathan ‘flat’ and for a while just sit in silence. Apparently me dying makes everyone else really sad. “So how’s your pregnancy going?” The words slip out of my mouth before I have the chance to stop myself. My mouth has no filter. Everyone looks at me confused. “Sorry Rain.” I say again, revealing the fact I was talking to her.

“I hate you.” She glares at me before bursting into tears and running into the bathroom. I run after her, even though I have no idea where I’m going.

“Rain, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to, I wasn’t thinking.” I say, out of breath. I can’t believe I just ruined another relationship.

“Leave me alone you psychotic bitch!” I stop running. I can’t believe she just did that. I run back to everyone else then say:

“Yea, Rain’s been pregnant since Nathan cheated on me but she kept it a secret from you the whole time. Just so you know.” Rain comes running into the room and lunges at me, making us both fall to the ground. She slaps me and I raise my fist to punch her but someone pulls me away from her and someone else pulls her away from me.

“Get off of me!” I scream. “I need to kill this fucking bitch!”

“Look you stupid whore, I never needed to help you! But I did, and this is how you repay me?” She yells back at me.

“When have you ever helped me!?!” A tear rolls down my cheek and I quickly wipe it away.

“When have I not helped you out?!” She cries.

“Let’s see, my whole life! No one’s helped me out, I always have to deal with things.” I stop yelling and Rain makes Jay let go of her.

“So many people have tried to help you, but you never let them.” She walks closer to me.

“Because I didn’t and still don’t need their help.” I whisper. “But you never answered my question. How’s the baby?” I smirk at her. She punches me and my nose starts to bleed.

“Really Air, why’d you have to make things worse?” Nathan whines behind me.

“Because that bitch deserves some hate. Everyone likes her, no one likes me. Her daddy bought her the most expensive car possible on her 16th birthday, her parents let her and her baby live with them until she was 19. And where were my parents? One was dead and one was mackn’ up his slutty wife.”

“Air stop it.” Tom says patiently.

“No! She deserves some crap!” I start yelling again.

“It’s not my fault you went through all that shit! It’s your fault! Because your parents hated you! Your mom killed herself because of you, your dad left your mom because of you, and Nathan cheated on you because of you. It’s your entire fucking fault, so I don’t need you blaming me!” She screams at me and I start crying again.

“You think I didn’t already know that?” I run out of the room, and lock myself in another. I am such a screw up.

All done :D So can I say, Taylors1fan101 who is Rain, would NEVER do that and I wouldn’t do that either. We love each other (in a friend way) and like never swear at each other. I hope you enjoyed

~Morgan