"So, how's school been?" Jay asks me again now that I'm actually listening. I shrug.
"Well today she said she made things worse for herself." Nathan pushes me to talk.
"And how might've you've done that?" Max asks.
"Well, um for English, we had to write poems about something important to us. I don't know, it just seemed like when I read it things got worse, but now I'm not really sure." I answer.
"So, what was your poem about?" Tom smiles at me.
"You know, just... stuff." As I suspected he races up along with Max and grab my backpack. I run up to them and try to get it back but Max holds me back as Tom rummages through it. He pulls out my notebook, the one I wrote my 'Love' poem in. He flips through tit until he lands on what I'm guessing is the poem. He then starts reading;
"Love
A four letter word
That means many things
Things no one understands
People say they love
But that's all a lie
Because they don't get it
They say 'Love'
And you trust them
With a piece of your heart
And then they destroy it
Destroy every last speck
Of your hope
Before you know it
Your life is crushed
Because of that four letter word
Love, like poison off of the tongue
No one gets it
But they all know how to destroy you with it." The boys are now staring at me, probably doubting that I had the ability to write that.
"Wow, that's amazing Air." Jay grins at me.
"Yea, who know she's such a great writer?" Siva continues.
"So that was the poem that somehow 'made things worse'." Max teases me.
"No actually, that's just something I came up with during class. I hid my other one." I lie. They shrug me off, knowing I'm fibbing, but too lazy to get the truth.
"Nath, can you get me a coke?" I beg him after watching the T.V. for a while.
"But, there's only one left." He whines.
"So? We're boyfriend and girlfriend now, that means you have to sacrifice your cokes." The boys stare wide eyes.
"You two are dating?" Max asks.
"I guess, but we might not if Nathan doesn't get me a coke." I put on my best puppy dog face and Nathan finally gives up and gets me the coke. "Thank you." I say once he comes back.
*
"Okay so you know where to meet us after the show?" Nathan says, it's just minutes before they go on now.
"Yep, go backstage, then go straight, take to lefts and a right and then there's the dressing room." He nods meaning I got the directions right. "Good luck babe." I peck him on the lips quickly then go to my spot, which is in the middle section and the fifth row.
I sit down in my spot. "Oh my god, Ariana?" I girl asks from beside me and I immediately recognize her.
"You're Stephanie, right?" She nods excitedly.
"Wow, I can't believe I'm actually talking to you! Can I have I hug?" I think for a second before nodding and hugging her.
"So, this may seem a bit fan girly but, what's the deal with you and Nath?" Ugh she sounds just like the paparazzi, but I answer her anyway.
"Well we actually got back together today." She looks surprised.
"You guys were together before?"
"Ah, yea." I slightly laugh.
"Why'd you guys break up in the first place?" I bite my lip awkwardly. "Sorry, I'll stop questioning you."
The concert starts soon after, and I'm amazed at how good they actually are. They sing all of the most popular songs; Glad You Came, Lightning, Warzone, We Own The Night, Could This Be Love, Show Me Love...
I've only ever heard a little bit about what they do when they sing Heart Vacancy, so when it comes on I don't know what to expect. Stephanie jumps up and down excitedly, scealing for one of them to call her up to the stage. Max jumps off the stage and starts walking towards us, he grabs Stephanies hand then bring her back up. She stands by him nervous, and when it comes for Nathan to choose he simply says: "I would like to call my beautiful girlfriend up to the stage."
I feel my cheeks start to burn, and after me not coming Tom comes down and pulls me up. Nathan puts his arm around me and I burrier my head in his chest. I try to focus on the beating of his heart, not the screaming of the crowd. Once the song reaches Jay's solo Nathan lifts my head up so I look at him and kisses me, not a passionate kiss but one that reassures me that he's here for me, and keeping me safe. He pulls his lips away then continues to sing along with the boys and I let myself let out a small giggle.
AHHHHH so cute! Lol so what do you guys think? Good, not good? Well I just really hope you liked it,
~Morgan <3
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