I don’t know anything they’re talking about, I can barely speak properly and they think I’ll be able to understand Shakespeare? My mind’s in a blur, and I just want this to end.
Love
Love
A four letter word
That means many things
Things no one understands
People say they love
But that’s all a lie
Because they don’t get it
They say ‘Love’
And you trust them
With a piece of your heart
And then they destroy it
Destroy every last speck
Of your hope
Before you know it
Your life is crushed
Because of that four letter word
Love, like poison off of the tongue
No one gets it
But they all know how to destroy you with it.
The words are scribbled across my paper, and I didn’t realize I wrote it. A tear falls onto the page. I learned that the boy I met earlier’s name is Elliot, and that we have English together. He’s sitting beside me and when he notices me crying he looks onto my page. His eyes scan the words I wrote, but the teacher yells at him so he looks away.
“Okay class so you all have homework!” She says giddily. “This is that you have to write a poem about a subject of your choice. You all have to read it in front of the class, and it’s due tomorrow.” The class moans. Finally the bell rings and she dismisses us.
I get out of the school as fast as possible and find Nathan surrounded by the girls who beat me up in the bathroom today. I hide my face and try to walk away but Nathan spots me and calls me over. “Can we just go home?” I mumble. He notices my black eye.
“What happened to your eye?” I look at the girls and they all give me death glares, so I lie.
“I just ran into a door. You know, being the klutz I am.” He gives me a look saying that this conversation isn’t over. “Anyway, I have homework so we really should be going.” I get into his car and he soon follows me in.
“What was that about?” He asks me as he drives.
“What was what about?” I start twiddling my thumbs.
“You know you can trust me right?” He says after a long period of silence.
“No I can’t. I even called you today because you said I could but then you just hung up on me. You’re the one that forced me into this, and you don’t even care.” We get to our apartment and I run up to my room and immediately start working on my poem.
“So class, I hope you all completed your homework and are ready to present it today.” Well, I finished it, but I definitely do not want to read it. She starts calling people’s name that then stand up, read their poems, and sit back down. They’re all pointless and have no feeling or emotion. “Ariana Faire,” I slowly walk to the front of the class. “So, what’s your poem called?”
“I Trusted You.” I say shyly. She nods for me to start and the words start pouring out of my mouth.
“I hear the floor creek
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I Need Your Love (Nathan Sykes fanfic)
FanfictionAriana Faire, 18; smart, beautiful, talented... you would never imagine why she's in so much pain. Her father left her when she was 5, her mother died of drugs when she was 15, all she has left is her abusive step father. She cuts, she stabs, she cr...