Trapped//Phan

Chapter Ten

Trigger Warning

Wow
How dare you?
That's a sin?
And you're not even sorry.
Psychopath.
Seriously.
No one likes you.
No one ever did.
Emily is glad she's dead
She got to get away from you.
What would Emily say if she saw this?

Dan laid there in bed, taking al of these thoughts in, he didn't sleep, everytime he closed his eyes e heard and saw it all over again. He re-lived it. The sadness, the shock, the fear, the realization.

11:30
Yeah... Phil isn't gonna come.

Dan thought. He was honestly a little relieved. He didn't want toget out of bed, he didn't want to eat, he just wanted  to lie there.If he went with Phil, Dan knew Phil would somehow convince him to fight, but there was nothing to fight anymore. His battle was a log and hard one, and he lost. To start back up a waar would ruin him, not to mention it was false hope. And that  was the last thing Dan needed.

False hope.

So Dan just accepted the voices, the cuts, the loss, thehatred, the fear, adns soon (maybe)  his  death. Dan gave up, and that was so much worse fighting,  but Dan didn't see it that way.

Not caring made Dan's life a lot easier, less miserable. Emotional wise he felt better, but little did he know he was getting worse. Ten times worse than before, it just felt better not to care, to give up, do that's exactly what he did.

Dan let himself drift to sleep. He hated sleep butnow, hee doesn't care. HE used to fear sleeping, but now th battle was lost, and it didn't matter, or not to him.  Not anymore.

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Dan jumped awake. Helooked around.

Nothing.

Dan reached for his phone for the first time today. The phone light blinded him for awhile, he could hardly make out the time.

22:10 (10:10)

He had a lot of texts. This was new.

Phil:  GOT YOUR PHONE NUMBER
10:41

Won't tell you how ;P
10:42

DAN I FORGOT WHERE YOU LIVED
11:54

CRAP
11:55

I'M SORRY
11:56

DAN
DAN
DAN
DAN
12:22

I s2g if you're sleeping....
14:18 (2:18 pm)

FOUND YOUR HOUSE
16:48 (4:48 pm)

WHY DID YOU LEAVE YOUR DOOR UNLOCKED???!!!!
16:53 (4:53  pm)

IRRESPONSIBLE! YOU COULD HAVE DIED
16:54 (4:54 pm)

OMG DID YOU DIE???
16:56 (4: 56 pm)

lol
17:05 (5:05 pm)

You're cute when you're sleeping.
17:10 (5:10 pm)

Text me when you wake up Danny boy.
17:11 (5:11 pm)

Dan stared at the texts. Phil was nice, maybe nice enough to like him?

Dan: I prefer Dan.

Dan was about to put hisphone away when he saw it: Read at 20:19 (10:19 pm)

Shit that was fast.

Phil: Ehhh. Ur not dead!!!!

Dan: -.- no.

Phil: Coming 2 pick u up.

Dan: WTF NO IT'S LIKE 22:20 (10:20 pm) NOW

Phil: And....??????

Dan: I have school.

Phil:.....

Dan: College.

Phil: ooooohhhh What do you want to be?

Dan: A lawyer

Phil: XD

Dan:....???

Phil: Nothing.... almost there

Dan: R U TXTING WHILE DRIVING?

Phil: #YOLO

Dan: Did you just

Phil: YYEEEESSS

Dan: I'm done

Phil:....

Dan: I can't

Phil: Forget about school

Dan: Ditch?

Phil: Y not?

Dan: Okay.

Dan heard the doorbell ring. He grabbed his earphones and phone and raced down the stairs.Dan exhaled.

Glad you got sleep Dan. Because it's gonna be a long night.

Dan rested his hand on the handle of the front door. Now the question is: Does he have enough strength inside to pull it.