All 59 (technically 60) texts done. Happy holidays!!
Phil: I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
Phil: I can't remember how I got here
Phil: being here makes things a hell lot worse, but it's... my only...
Phil: idk
Phil: why did I yell at you?
Phil: it's so fucking stupid. Fuck
Phil: I messed up.
Phil: my brother is trying to tell to get drunk and forget about it, but I don't want to
Phil: that doesn't sound fun
Phil: Dan I hope you're okay, and Ihope we can work things out
Phil: *I hope
Phil: I can't tell you how much fun I've had
Phil: there are so many flowers on her grave
Phil: that makes me happy, I hope she is too
Phil: she talked about you... a lot actually
Phil: she planned on hating you originally
Phil: told me she wanted you dead because she wanted to date who she wanted
Phil: she told me we looked similar.
Phil: I rolled my eyes
Phil: and then we ate
Phil: kinda weird we never met each other after the year you guys dated
Phil: kinda glad though, I don't think I would've liked you if I met you through her
Phil: I was very protective
Phil: this is stupid
Phil: the whole fight is stupid
Phil: talk to me
Phil: I don't want to lose you over this, especially not like this
Phil:I've been counting
Phil: you know since... yeah
Phil: the hours
Phil: the minutes
Phil: the seconds
Phil: still counting
Phil: I would tell you but
Phil: if I'm being perfectly honest
Phil: I don't think you care
Phil: maybe you have too
Phil: I don't know
Phil: be safe
Phil: please
Phil: my brother is talking
Phil: he's offering to go somewhere
Phil: I responded 'Not a bar.' He didn't reply
Phil: Why am I telling you this?
Phil: I think it's because I'm lonely
Phil: And I still think you'll listen
Phil: I don't think you are though
Phil: you haven't responded
Phil: are you just reading this?
Phil: have you blocked me?
Phil: my brother is dragging me out
Phil: brb
Phil: a bar I was right
Phil: I ordered a sweet tea
Phil: it's not very good,but.. idk. I'm gonna ask for more.
Phil: It didn't have alcohol
Phil: I can't see the scween I'm creying so much
Phil: plwase txt bwack
Phil: I'm creying I'm so sorry for everything
Phil: I can't take this anymore
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Phil: I'm at your door
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Trapped//Phan
Hayran KurguIt's kind of hard to walk out the room of depression when there is no door. Highest ranking (thank you btw): #23 in #phan #137 in FanFiction #756 out of 1000+ in #suicidalthoughts (not exactly the best thing to have a ranking in) (sort of) DISCONT...
