Warning: I wrote this at like 2 am. I think. I don't even know why TIME it is. It's late. So it's probably a lot more depressing and stuff...sorry.
Dan woke up, only getting around four hours of sleep... or at least he thinks. The last thing Dan remembers is opening his door. He knew he passed out, but when? He was in his bed.
Dan shook his head and decided not to think about the horror of things he could've done. That was too scary. Not even that it was terrifying. Dan decided to text to Phil and make sure he got home okay, that would distract his head... right?
Dan: Hey! You made it home okay right?
Dan: Sorry if that sounded needy and clingy :\Dan set down his phone and started getting dressed, putting on a black shirt with a black American flag on it, and of course with black skinny jeans and converse. After almost walking out the door, his phone went off in his hand. Ding. The sound made Dan so happy.
Phil: Yeah! I'll come by later today after your done with your homework and we can finish packing :)
Phil: and don't say sorry when you haven't done anything. Also. You're not needy or clingy. K?Dan: okay sounds good
Dan: No promises on the sorry thing. Sorry.
Dan: WAITPhil: -.- Text me when your out of school Dan
Dan: Yeah...Okay.
***School hasn't been that bad recently. Ryan and his 'people' stopped bullying him after being suspended, Dan guessed that they thought he wasn't worth it; and Dan agreed.
Dan walked entered the school building and went to first period. It was hell. He used to sort of enjoy all this Lawyer stuff but now his heart wasn't as into it as it was. Dan feared this, he was afraid of him completely losing interest of Lawyers and quitting school, then what? No future? No life! Dan involuntarily pondered on this the entire period.
DING
Shit
Dan thought calmly. Hearing the sound of the bell go off.
Oh well, I'll just copy someone else's notes...
Again.Dan quickly shoved his tuff in his backpack along with a couple loose papers and practically ran out the door.
He had a free period (well supposed to be study hall) SO Dan decided he was going to text Phil.
Dan: Hey
Phil: Dan do your work.
Dan: But I have a free period!!
Phil: So what should you be doing
Dan: Studying I know
Phil: So get to it!
Dan: Leave me and my bad life choices alone
Phil: Hey, you're the one who texted me
Dan: Yeah, beginning to think that was a mistake
Phil: Aw Danny you love me :P
Dan: STOP with the Danny.
Dan: and I do not -_-Phil: mmm... sssuuuurrreee
Dan: Sh! I'm studying
Phil: really?
Dan: do you not have faith in me?
Phil: well....
Dan: woW
Phil: :D
Dan: i can study voluntarily
Dan: *IPhil: whatever helps you sleep at night.
Phil: gtg byeDan put down his phone, still smiling from his conversation. He got so happy talking to Phil. But that would fade away, it seems everything that made Dan happy faded away.
***
"ASSHOLE!" Ah yes, the beautiful voice of Ryan.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.FuckFuck.
Dan started to pick up his speed,desperately trying to avoid them. He looked everywhere, frantically trying to find to run to, or obstacles to hide behind. Nothing. It was wide open, and no one was around them (no one that cared st least).
It was ridiculous really, Dan was still running from assholes in college. College for crying out loud!
Dan felt electricity run through his veins as if he was just shocked,and then fell over. By instinct he flipped around to comprehend what happened. He tripped.
Good job Dan.
Can't even run correctly.
The hell is wrong with you??"...made our lives easier." Ryan finished a sentence standing over Dan. He didn't bother to figure out what he said, that was a waste of time,besides it wouldn't matter on the end. And before Dan knew it pain erupted every sense of his body as Ryan punched and kicked mercilessly. Muttering:
"Asshole."
"Stupid."
"Failure."
"Emo piece of shit."
"Fuck off."
"Weak."
"Worthless."
"Useless"And many may more with each violent act he took.
Crimson red cover his face, arms and legs, and blue and purple covered his torso. His body now seemed to resemble a canvas of pain.
Dan had no idea how long he laid there in the grass, when he got there, or when Ryan left. But when Dan came back to Earth mentally, he carefully got up, and walked through the pain all the way 'home'.
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