Trapped//Phan

Chapter Twelve

Trigger Warning ??

"No I don't want to." Dan stated.

"Dan. Put. It On." Phil seethed going back into the changing room to change back in his everyday.

"Fine." Dan mumbled deciding not to make Phil too mad. Dan walked into the changing room, noticing how uncomfortable the lighting and atmosphere is. Dann decided to push the thoughts asde and went to his go-to thought when he was bored.

You're ugly
Kill yourself already
You're a brat
I bet Emily purposely died to get rid of you

"Shut up." Dan murmered trying to avoid the sore subject.

Smile
Scream
Terror
Eyes

And without warning, Dan started crying, trying not to wipe away his tears because he already had the suit on.  ANimal noises and sobs exied his mouth. Which I okay, but it wasn't for him. Nothing was shutting up. His mind was so loud, but dead silence all at once. It was scary really.

"Dan?" He heard Phil's voice echoed. This made Dan sob harder, shaking violently and uncontrollably.

Knock. Knock.  "Dan open the door." Phil asked.

Dan brought his head up, level with the door handle. HHe couldn't. HE couldn't force himself to poen the door.

Open the door

NO!

Please

No.

I feel so alone

You deserve it

It's so cold

Because you're alone

I need someone

No you don''t

"Please." Phil begged, he didn't bother trying to hide the concern in his voice.

" I can't." Dan choked out the words.

Idiot.

"Dan. Yes you can." Phil encouraged.

"No." Dan replpied shaking his head losing all hope. "I ca-"

"Dan listen to me." Phil directly soothingly.

"I  am." Dan replied.

"No. Dan. Listen to just me."

"I-I can't-"

"Dan." Phil cut Dan off.

"Y-Yeah?" Dan eplied. HIs head could hardly focus on reality anymore.

"Yes. You. Can."

Tears streamed down his face faster than he ever thought they could, but that's when Dan closed his eyes, that's when he saw Eily, and that's whe he lost all realization of reality.

"Phil I'm scared." Was the last thing he said before Dan went silent. Phil wasn't sure what was going on until he heard a ear screeching scream come from his door.

"DAN!" Phil yelled, tears of concern and sadness blurred his vision. He bliked them away

Keep yourself together!

Phil thought. A man ran out of the room wearing the store's logo.

"Does he need help?" The cashier asked.

"just open the door and I'll do the rest." Phil spoke shakily.

'Are you su-"

"Yes. Phil responded quickly. The guy nodded and flipped through his keys. Then quickly unlocking the door. Phil saw Dan.

Dan.

Sitting the corner.

Gripping his hair.

Dan.

Rocking backand forth.

Dan.

Now, Phil's only friend.

Phil sat next to Dan wrapping his arms around his body pulling Dan into a hug.

Dan couldn't feel Phil though.

Dan felt pain. Constant pain.He wanted to feel Phil, but wit his eyes closed, and ears filled with his head, he didn'tknow where he was. He wanted Phil to be there. He needed someone.

Phil brought his lips to Dan's ear and whispered. "I'm here Dan. It's okay."

And Dan heard. And for a second Dan believed. Just for a second though, seconds pass too easily.

I'M GONNA DIE

His head screamed constantly. HIs chest ached and burned, this wa familiar, too familiar for Dan' liking.

"Dan, I'm not gonna leave."

Please don't.

Dan thought.

"We're gonna get through this Dan." Phil told Dan.

I hope so.

Dan thought.

"Dan. Don't be afraid. I got you."

aand then Dan fet Phils arms around his. Dan gelt the tears on his cheeks, Dan was brought bck to reality by none other than Phil Lester.

Fun fact: My bus drivers last name is Lester. XD

oh and thank you guys for the support. (Including silent readers of course)