I used to think you were the one
I wasted a fucking year
Trying to hold you close
When you never wanted me near
I used to give my life away
Just to be with you
If only you knew how much I used to love you
If only you fucking knew
But silly me I'm stupid
I was twelve and you were my first love
You had so much more experience
And I hate you for taking my heart
And dear old stupid me
When I'd try to turn my shit around for you
There never was a second glance
Not even an "I care about you"
There was one girl that was there and she still is now
And I love her with all my heart
And this time I know, she isn't like you
She won't rip me apart
