Did it ever occur just once in your mind
That I was addicted?
Did it ever occur in your mind
How hard I tried to act fine
When truly I died inside?
Did it ever occur that maybe the drugs helped me
To feel something?
Did you ever think
Blood could bring someone joy?
Did you ever think I wasn't as selfish as most think?
Its an eating disorder, not a phase.
Its an addiction, not an attention seeking thing I do
Its a way to feel, not me being a badass.
You think you know?
You have no fucking idea.
