I Hurt hurt hurt

im sorry i do this

Oh my darling,
I'm sorry if I smother you
Everyone has left me in this life
Forced me to live alone
Oh my darling,
I'm sorry that when we fight I put my hands up to defend myself
It's not you
It's instinct
Oh my darling
I'm sorry that I'm dissociative
It's my way of getting away from the world
Oh my darling
Please don't leave me
I'm trying not to annoy you
I guess I do.
I'm sorry.