I Hurt hurt hurt

Why today?

What the fuck
On this day
On this day she comes back
On this position in the planets
On this alignment in the stars
She tells me she's sorry
And I so badly want to believe her
I want to forget the abuse
I want to forget the way she shattered my heart in a billion pieces
But all I can remember now is Skype calls and her beautiful smile.
It's like nothing happened
And fuck..
What am I gonna do