I Hurt hurt hurt

Fuck my life

I think I might just kill myself now
I have the trust and a few bottles of antidepressants
Fuck my pathetic life
I'll never have kids, never have a husband or a wife
But who cares really?
Not my homophobic mother
Not my sisters surely
Not even my best friend
So fuck my life
Where's the pills?
Prescription or not?
Or maybe I'll go the hanging route
Leave my little will.
I fucking want to die again
For once and for all
No more pills to monitor, I'll just pop some Tylenol
I'll be gone