You're everything to me
You're the reason I still go to school some days
You're the reason that right in this moment I feel okay
I've failed you though, because look at you now
so alone at the end of these days
finding love in cigarettes and razors
to wash this pain away
I've failed you so horribly as your best friend
I should've known it was coming
I should've known all the happiness in those once aglow eyes
was slowly
slowly
going.
You'd spend all of lunch alone in the cold
while the smoke washed it away
you'd spend countless attempts trying to hint to me
you really weren't okay.
It hurts to know you're like this
I should've done something more
I miss you and love you
please don't walk out this door
I want you to know that I care
I mean it when I say it
You mean the world to me
even though this life is cruel
please, please don't end it.
