Look into my eyes
And tell me depression isn't real
Tell me this numbness is fake
Tell me this is a fucking lie
Tell me I'm not about to break
Look into my eyes right now
And tell me that I lie
Tell me that I don't try to end this pain every single night
Tell me I wasn't raped repeatedly
That I just want some drama
Tell me these scars on my arms are for attention
That when I take an entire bottle of pills I'm just doing it because I crave it so much
That all my trauma was faked
That I lied my way into treatment
For two fucking years
You don't think this is real
It's because you have no idea what it's like to wake up in the morning
And fucking hate yourself because you're a girl
Hate looking in the mirror to see your guard let down
Wanting to break it then pick up a shard and slice your wrist
You have no idea how much I want to die on the daily
How much it just hurts to breathe
You don't know.
You will never ever know.
