I know why I'm up at 3 a.m.
Because I reread the books I've written for you.
Because I listen to the songs that played that year
Because I reread the years old screenshots on my phone
Reminiscing about how it used to be.
The way you made me fall in love unknowingly.
The way you've changed.
Our babyfaces were gone now.
Yours was replaced with an immortal beauty.
Mine was replaced with an expression of blankness
One that you seem to still love
But one that everyone seems to look past
But maybe I've never told you how much I appreciate you
I love yous only go so far
But my love, I'll try harder.
I'll try to show you how much you mean to me
Because those simple words can't describe my feelings.
You are my world
You are my sunrise on these nights I can't sleep
You make these days fill with colors I'd never seen.
You make this life special.