I want to go back to the day I meant something to someone.
Before I was just this
Before I came undone
I want to go back to the day
That someone cared
But now nobody loves this person I've become
Nobody would dare
I'm a psychopath
A real one
And the day I saw my doings of hurting
I guess my days of sanity were done
I gave my family fourty blows
My friends and acquaintances fourty one.
I want to go back to the day I was unscarred
Back when I was pure
My soul is charred by what I thought was love
Now I'm not so sure
I want to go back to the day my mother hugged me and said she loved me
Now she just screams and hits
She hasn't said she loved me since I was in treatment
But maybe I should go
Maybe I should leave
2017 is not all its cracked up to be
So death greet me quickly
Don't you fucking wait
I may not think I want this
Honestly I can't fucking wait
