Selah POV
I'm exited, today I'm going back to school. I still have some cuts and all that but the doctors said that will get better and I can go back to school, I haven't been there in a while and doing nothing at the house, while everyone else is either at school or at the studio working, except for Shana she is all over me and I'm kind of thankful for that but still, there's nothing fun since I got out of the hospital.
Shana is a little scared she feels like I'm super delicate and my injuries would cut open if I move too much, but I am okay, I'm not in pain anymore so I feel ready. In the other hand Devin and the squad can't wait to have me back, they come to the house everyday to check on me, Kev and Maria still have casts but they go to school. Devin says "Its not the same without me"
I heard my alarm go off but I was already up, carefully I sat in the bed and grabbed my phone to stop the alarm and play my morning playlist, I turned the volume down and I slowly stood up from my bed and walked to the bathroom to do my morning routine, after I take a shower an wash my hair I got out an changed my gaze for the cut in my thigh. I put my underwear and my hair up in a messy bun. I grabbed black leggings and a big PINK white and gold shirt. I sat in my vanity area chair and went through my phone, Maria texted me as every other morning.
Main Bitch: ARE YOU EXITED BC I AM
Me: yaaaasss
As soon as I pressed send I heard my door open and behind it there was Devin smiling from ear to ear, I swear this boy is too much, he gets fully inside of the room and starts dancing to No Problem by Chance The Rapper. "Boy, what you doin'?" he just laughed and kept dancing.
"You're going back to school" he sings with the music in the background. I laughed and started doing my make up. "Why do you use make up?" he said standing next to me as I started with my foundation and he looked at me like he was discovering something.
I looked at him like if he was stupid and looked back to the mirror "because.. I need it" I said as I placed my beauty blender back in my cabinet and took the mascara and eyeliner out.
"No you don't... you're beautiful ma" He said coming closer to me and moving one of the curls from my bun back to its place. I looked up at him and he was smiling.
"Devin.. you now the way out now leave me alone" I said and heard him sigh heavily. I kind of like the way he treats me but I prefer be distant I don't want to fall in love then get my heart broken by someone who lives under the same roof.
Devin POV
Selah needs to stop trippin' I know she likes me, I can tell by the she looks at me, its the same way I look at her but she always denies it, now I understand something related to boys happened in her past but that doesn't mean I will hurt her too, I actually love this girl, the way she acts, talks, laughs and her smile, Jesus her smile, it could move mountains if she wanted. I would do anything for her.. but she won't let me.
I heard mom calling us downstairs to eat breakfast, as always I was there first "Morning Ma" I sat down and started eating my waffles, she turned around and gave me a smile though I could see she was anxious about something, like if she was nervous.
"Good morning honey" she looked around then stood in front of me and placed her hand on the table, "Today I need you to take care of Selah all the time, and by that I mean be all on her"
"Mom I know.. I already told our friends to help me check on her.." she smiled wide at me and I just rolled my eyes but couldn't hide my smile "you know I would do anything for keeping her safe"
"keeping who safe" we both looked at Selah coming in the kitchen.
"Nothing honey, we'll talk later now eat your breakfast, remember I need to give you guys a ride to school" Me and Selah looked at each other and sighed heavily.
Selah POV (at school)
Everyone greeted me with smiles as I walked through the main hall, even people who used to give me stank faces the first day.
Maria was currently telling me something about new girls in this school but my mind was in another place, somewhere far, where I could be with Devin and it'll be okay. Yes I know I said I didn't wan to fall in love with him, but I believe is too late for that.
"Selah are you even listening to what I'm saying?" I came back from my own world. I nodded my head and she stopped us and looked at me withe a stern face.
"Okay maybe I wasn't" she laughed and we continued walking around.
"Girl whats on your mind?" she said stopping us again.
"Maria we need to get to class" I said taking her arm and walking with her we help each other since we both have injuries on our legs.
"I asked you something tho, don't be slick"
I laughed and looked down for a second, "I was thinking about Dev" I whispered.
"ABOUT WHO??" she said so loud everyone turned around to look at us I shush her and put my hand on her mouth, she the whisper-yells "who??"
"You heard me"
"Yes but what happened during your days off?"
"Nothing he just being extra nice to me and you know I lowkey like him" I started playing with my fingers then looked up to Maria smiling at me "you ugly stop it" we laughed and then we realized we were in front of our class, we got in and started taking our stuff out, I was ready to catch up.
(After School)
I met this girl Rae, basically she came in the day after the car "accident" and some way she has all classes with me, out teachers said to meet up so I can help her and she'll help me. I texted Shana to ask her if I could go and she said that it was okay but to take care. I was currently talking to Rae and she was telling me what was going on while I was gone, she is really nice and seems a cool friend, I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and a message from 'Dickhead' I laughed at the name I still need to change.
DGord: where r u? Y u not in the bus?
Me: I'm going to a friends house to do hw, damn wassup w/ u?
DGord: Y didn't u tell me, I would've stayed w/ u
Me: Dev I'm not a baby
I heard my phone buzz again but I ignored it, I hate that sometimes, like does he knows where I come from? or that I was at Juvie? like I know how to take care of myself by my own. Anyways we got to her house and got in to her living room I looked around and it seemed nice, but for some reason I felt uncomfortable.
Devin POV
I hate when Selah does that, like she kind of knows that she's my baby, I smiled at that thought, but I want to protect her, and I'm super protective with the people I care. I don't know but I feel like I need to be there for her.
Selah POV
"Hey" I heard a voice I recognize...
OML I MISSED YOU GUYS, I finally had time to write again, school has me stressed asf.. but anyways I hope y'all like it, LOVE YALL
