(Tamar's POV)
It's been a while and Toni finally arrived with denim and diezel. Which is pretty good that they came, maybe they can help cheer Sierra up.
"Hey sis" Toni said walking in. I gave her a hug and the boys also.
"Can you guys" I started as I pointed to sierras room. They got the memo and nodded their heads and left to go to her room.
"How is she" Toni said putting her purse down.
"Toni.." I started. "That bad?" She said.
"I can't even explain her pain. She wanted to.."
"She said she wanted to go with her" I finished and Toni gasped.
"I know" I said getting sad. Toni put her hand on my shoulder.
"It's gonna be okay. After the funeral we will get her to return back to her normal self "she said and I nodded.
(Sierras POV)
Denim and diezel had woken me up from my nap. To be honest I was really glad to see them but as soon as they came in I started bawling.
They both hugged me.
"I'm sorry for you're lost" denim said. "Me too" diezel said.
I wiped my tears and got my self ready to speak.
"Thanks" I said softly.
"You wanna talk about it?" Diezel asked but I shook my head.
"It might make you feel better" denim said.
I thought about it then decided to talk about it.
"It's just it seems like everything always happens to me" I started.
"What do you mean" denim said.
"Like my whole life was nothing but pain" I said.
Both of their faces fell. "Nothing ever went right for me at all. And now I loose the one person in my life who was actually family and the one person in my family who always loved me" I said starting to cry again.
"It isn't fair. I don't know if I'm doing something wrong. Is God punishing me?" I said then started to break down.
Both denim and diezel hugged me.
"Everything Happens for a reason" denim said.
"And this is just the beginning" said diezel.
I continued to hug them and I finally stopped crying.
"Thank you guys. I love you so much" I said to them.
"We love you to" they said together.
I got up to go to the bathroom. I looked into my mirror and saw myself. My eyes were red and puffy and I just looked miserable.
I know Sophie wouldn't want me to react this way. Sophie would want me to be happy and not sad. I have to keep living. I have to fight.
I have to stay strong.
I washed my face and then looked back up in the mirror.
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A Lifetime Of Love (Braxton fanfic)
FanfictionSierra never fully knew what love was. Her parents were abusive she had no friends, her life was just a mess. She prayed every night that God will take her out of this hole that she had fallen into. But what will happen when one day Sierra goes to...
