A Lifetime Of Love (Braxton fanfic)

Chapter 81

(Tamar's POV)

"What? What do you mean? I was pregnant? No can't be" I said fastly. So many things were running through my head.

I lost a baby.

"Tay calm down" Toni said. "It seems to be your fertility issues came back" the doctor said.

"What? What does that even mean" I asked worriedly. I was panicking and Toni knew it.

"I'll explain doctor. She just needs a minute to calm down" Toni said and the doctor nodded then left the room.

"Toni omg" I said starting to cry.

"I lost a baby I didn't take care of it" I said as I cried.

"Tamar you didn't know. It's not your fault" she said. "Yes it is. I should of went to the doctor earlier" I said as I put my head into my hands.

She wrapped me in a hug.

"I don't understand. Is God punishing me?" I said.

"God is not punishing you Tamar" Toni said. I just kept crying.

I cannot believe this at all.

(Sierras POV)

School Was over and today was horrible. I met diezel in our spot as we waited for Tamar to come get us.

"There she is" diezel said. "Bye Penelope" I said.

"Bye Sierra" she said waving.

We walked to the car and got in. Only it wasn't Tamar it was Vince.

"Where's Tamar" I asked. "She's home with toni" he said.

"Why didn't she come get us" diezel asked.

"She's still not feeling well" he said and my stomach sank.

"Omg" I said as I put my hand on my forehead.

"She's okay" Vince said as he pulled off and headed home.

We reached the house and I hurried up and got out. I went inside and both Toni and Tamar were sitting on the couch.

I ran to tamar and gave her a hug. "Are you okay" I asked.

"I'm fine Sierra" she said. "What's wrong? I heard you had a blood clot. Do you? Is it bad? Are you going to be okay? What's gonna happen? Are you going to need surgery? Is it-"

"Sierra calm down" Tamar said putting her hand on my back. I had ran out of breath so I caught it back.

"I'm fine there isn't a blood clot" she said and I sighed.

"So what is it" I asked and she looked at Toni and Toni nodded.

"Diezel and I are going to get going" Toni said getting up.

"Wait no I wanna hear the story" diezel said and Toni glared at him

"Okay. Bye everyone" diezel said.

"Bye" I said. Toni and diezel left and I turned my attention back to Tamar.

"So what's wrong" I asked again.

She took a deep breath. "Your making me nervous" I said.

"So.. I was pregnant but I lost the baby" she said softly.

"Omg no" I said. Her eyes started to water up. I gave her a big hug.

(Tamar's POV)

I'm still in complete shock but I'm glad to have sierras comfort.

I called mommy and my sisters and they all said they will come down here for a little while.

When I told Vince it was terrible..

Flashback to earlier

I came home from the doctor in tears. "Hey babe how was-"

"What's wrong" Vince asked me. I just cried into his chest. "Babe what happened" he asked.

"I didn't know Vince" I sobbed. "Didn't know what" he asked worriedly.

Vince looked at Toni for her to explain what happened.

"They said she was pregnant but she lost the baby" Toni said and Vince mouth dropped.

"Omg" he said. Vince then started to cry also. I never seen Vince cry like this before.

After about an hour we both calmed down.

"I have to go get the kids" I said putting my hand on my forehead.

"It's okay ill get them" Vince said as he got up. He kissed me on the cheek.

"It wasn't your fault" he said then walked out.

End of flashback.

(Sierras POV)

I can't believe what Tamar just told me. That's why she haven't been feeling good.

"I'm okay now baby" she said but I wasn't.

I was being strong for her though.

"How was school" she asked trying to change the subject.

"It was okay" I said looking down. She lifted my chin. "Are you sure? Did something happen?" She asked and I shook my head.

"I guess I was just worried about you the whole time" I said.

"That's why I didn't wanna tell you I didn't want you to worry so much" she said.

"I know" I said.

I then laid my head onto her lap and she played with my hair.

"Your not sad?" I asked her. "I was.." she started.

"But now I'm starting to understand that things like this happens for a reason" she said and I nodded.

"Would you have wanted another baby" I asked.

"I would have if God gave it to me. But I guess I wasn't ready it wasn't the time" she said.

I love how she thinks. I just love her so much.

"I love you" I said.

"I love you more baby" she said.

It was silent for a while.

"So mommom and all your other aunts are gonna come down and I was thinking you can just ride back with Traci to go to her house" she said.

"Okay thats fine" I said.

"You have hw?" She asked and I nodded.

"Okay go do it and then later we'll watch a movie" she said. I got up and gave her another hug.

"Your so strong" I said and she smiled.

"You have to be" she said.