A Lifetime Of Love (Braxton fanfic)

Chapter 24

(Sierras POV)

I was going back to Tamar's house today and I was happy. I love Toni's house and I love the boys. I just miss Tamar a lot.

"You got everything" Toni asked knocking on my door. "Yes" I smiled. "Aww your leaving me" she said coming to hug me.

I laughed "Toni you live like 2 minutes away from Tamar" I said and she laughed. "I know but still" she said.

Diezel and denim came in the room. "Yesss your leaving" denim said. He always trying to mess with me. "I'll be back" I smirked and he smiled.

"I'll miss you" diezel said. "Aww I'll miss you too" I said. See that's the difference between the boys. Diezel is this sweet innocent boy while denim is a smart sarcastic boy. But I love them both so much.

We heard a knock on the door. "Must be Tamar" Toni said. "I'm surprised she knocked" denim said and we laughed. We walked to the door and let Tamar in.

"Hey Tay" Toni said hugging her. "Hi Tamar!!" I said hugging her. She spun me around.

She then gave denim a hug. "Auntie Tamar!!" Diezel said. "Hey pumpkin" she said hugging diezel. Toni told me Tamar and diezel were much closer then Tamar and denim. She also said Tamar helped the most with diezel then with any of her other nieces and nephews.

"Where's the baby" Toni asked. "At home with his daddy still sleep" Tamar said. It was still kind of early it was like 9:00.

"So you ready cupcake?" Tamar asked and I nodded my head yes. I gave my last hugs to everybody.

"Bye baby I'll see you later" Toni said. "Bye thanks for everything" I said picking up my bags. It was 2 more bags then I left with thanks to Toni. "No problem" she said. Tamar helped me with one of my bags and we walked to the car. We put the bags in the trunk then got in.

"So you had fun? Were the boys nice" she asked. "I had a lot of fun. And they are really nice. I mean denim is eh" I said and she laughed.

"He's just like the typical big brother" I said and she smiled. "That's good you had fun. So I hear you would want to go to Atlanta" she said and I nodded my head.

"Yes" I said. "Okay we can make that happen. Then you can meet the rest of the family." She said and I was thinking about meeting everyone and got nervous.

"You'll be fine" Tamar said putting her hand on my hand. I smiled then stared out the window.

We was home in like 2 minutes like I predicted. I hopped out the car and Tamar opened the trunk for me to get my bags. I grabbed two bags and Tamar grabbed the rest and we headed to the door.

Tamar got about 50 thousand stairs leading to her house. She live in like a castle.

"Jesus Christ" I said putting the bags down after about the 10th step. Tamar laughed. "Really Sierra it's only like 9 steps" she said. "That was 10" I said " and plus I have heavy bags" I laughed. "I do too" she said.

"But your use to this walking I'm not" I said and she laughed. I picked up the bags and kept walking. After what seemed like forever we made it to the door.

Logan came walking to us looking tired. "Look who's up" Tamar said closing the door and putting my bags down to pick up Logan.

"Hey baby" she said and he laid his head on her shoulder. He also had a runny nose. "Looks like someone is catching a cold" Tamar said.

I went to the bathroom to get Logan some tissue. "Aww thanks suga" Tamar said as I handed her the tissue.

"Let's blow your nose" Tamar said and Logan blew. Vince came out the room. I ran to him and hugged him. "Welcome back" he said. "Why thank you" I smiled.

He looked over at Tamar who was still blowing Logan's nose. "Yeah he's getting sick I gave him some medicine" Vince said. "Aww poor baby" Tamar said rubbing his back.

That's why he's not his typical Logan self. He's usually running all over the place.

"I tired" he said rubbing his eyes with a scratchy voice. "Okay let's go back to sleep" Tamar said. "I'll take take him" Vince said.

"Don't want you to get sick" he added. "Thanks babe" she said kissing Logan.

Seeing Tamar and Logan and Toni and her boys makes me so emotional. I know their my family now I just wish my own family would have did that to me. I brushed the thought off before I got to emotional and started crying.

I walked to ms e room and knocked on the door. "Come in" she said. I walked in and went to hug her. "Hey Sierra how have you been" she asked. "I've been good I had a lot of fun" I said smiling.

"Can I ask you a question?" I said. "Sure ask me anything" she said. "Do you think.." I started.

"Do you think Tamar would let me call her.. Like mom" I asked and she smiled. "I think she would love if you called her that" Ms e said.

"I just don't want to ask her and she says no" I said. "Tamar would love it. I'm positive" she said and I smiled. "Thanks" I said getting up.

"Your welcome" she said. I walked out the room and into the living room. Tamar was on her phone sitting down. I walked over to the couch. "Can I talk to you" I asked and she looked up from her phone at me.

"Of course" she said patting the couch for me to sit. I walked over to her, sat down and took a deep breath.

"What's up?" She asked. "Okay."

"Is it okay if I.." I said but I got really scared. I know Ms e said she'll love it but you never know.

"If you what?" She asked. I took a deep breath again. "If I call you something else then Tamar" I asked extremely scared. My heart beating fast and everything.

"What would you call me" she asked. "Ummm" I said. Come on Sierra what the heck is wrong with you spit it out!

"Mmm" oh goodness I can't do this.

"Mom?" She asked and my heart stopped. I nodded my head slowly and she smiled.

"Of course sierra!!" She said and I could finally breath. Oh thank God.

She laughed. "Why were you so scared" she asked. "I thought you might say like no" I said and she giggled and pulled me in a hug.

"I love you like your my real daughter." She said. "And I love you like your my real mom" I said.

"I love you more though" she said. "Hmm how much more" I asked and she kissed my cheek.

"More than you'll ever know" she said.