A Lifetime Of Love (Braxton fanfic)

Chapter 79

(Sierras POV)

When I tell you I'm so happy diezel forgave me. Church was over and we were all going back to Toni's house.

I got out of the car and walked to the front door. Toni opened the door for us and we went inside and sat down.

"So Traci is asking for Sierra to come up there whenever she gets out of school" Tamar said.

I still haven't been to D.C. to see Traci.

"When do you get out Sierra?" Toni asked.

I thought about it. "OH!!We have a 4 day weekend next week" I said.

"That'll be perfect do you wanna go?" Tamar asked and I nodded my head.

I love Traci. She's so funny.

"Okay I'll let her know" Tamar said and I smiled.

"Don't get up there saying you wanna go home" denim said and I rolled my eyes.

"Shut up" I said.

"I have to talk to Toni for a second can you guys go in the room" Tamar said.

"Oh sure" denim said and we all got up and left.

I wonder what she needs to talk to her about.

(Tamar's POV)

I needed to tell Toni what I found out yesterday.

"What's up tay" Toni said and I took a deep breath.

"I went to the doctor the other day because of my dizzy spells they were getting worse and they think I might have another small blood clot" I said and Toni's eyes got big.

"Oh my goodness no" Toni said.

"I don't want to go through this again Toni" I said getting emotional.

Last year I had a bad experience with blood clots. It wrecked my world. I wasn't sure if I was going to make it or not.

Toni rubbed my back. "Calm down. It'll be okay" she said.

"Im honestly scared Toni" I said.

"I don't understand. What did they say" she asked.

"They asked me have I been working a lot and singing a lot I said no. I only went on tour with you and that was about a month ago. Then they did the x rays and found a little speckle and they think it might be a blood clot" I explained.

"I have to go back tomorrow for another x ray" I said putting my hand on my forehead.

"Omg tay" Toni said.

I tried to stop myself from crying. "It was horrible last time I almost lost my life" I said.

"And I have Sierra now and I can't let her or Logan loose me" I said and a tear fell.

Toni continued to comfort me.

"Let's pray" she said. She grabbed my hand and we started praying.

When the prayer finished she gave me a pep talk.

"Now you gotta stay strong" she said.

"If this is a blood clot you are going to beat it and get through it" she added.

"How can you be so sure. Like what if I don't" I said.

"Don't talk like that Tamar. I'm positive. God did not give us the spirit of fear" she said.

I sighed and wiped my tears.

"You'll be okay" she said and I nodded.

"Are you going to tell Sierra" she asked and I shook my head.

"I don't wanna worry her. Should I?" I asked.

"I don't think you should until you find out if it really is a blood clot" she said and I nodded.

"I have to call mommy" I said to her.

"She's gonna be worried and come down here immediately" Toni said.

"That's true and I really don't wanna stress her out. I'll just wait" I said.

Toni and I finished our conversation and the kids came back out.

"You guys hungry?" Toni asked.

They all nodded.

(Sierras POV)

When we came out the room I seen Tamar and it looked like she was crying. I really hope it's not because of me.

Toni and denim left to get us something to eat. So it was just me Tamar, diezel and Logan.

"Are you okay?" I asked Tamar.

She looked up at me and smiled. "I'm fine baby" she said but I didn't believe her. I brushed it off.

Toni and denim came back and they got us Popeyes.

We all fixed our plates and ate. Tamar didn't eat at all and she loves Popeyes. I knew something was wrong.

(Toni's POV)

I looked up at Tamar who was playing with her food.

"Tay come here" I said. We both went to my room.

"You okay? You're not eating" I said.

"I feel nauseous and the dizziness is coming back" she said. I felt her forehead and she was hot.

"Maybe you should go to the doctor Tamar" I said.

"I'm fine" she said as she took her jacket off.

"You hot?" I asked her and she nodded.

She grabbed a piece of paper off my dresser and started fanning herself.

"Sit down" I said and she sat on the bed.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I asked.

She took a moment to cool off.

"I'm fine. This been happening a lot lately. It just might be another blood clot" she said.

I felt so bad. Tamar was in so much pain when she went to the hospital for blood clots last year.

"You say tomorrow is your next appointment?" I asked and she nodded.

"Okay I'll go with you. What time?" I asked.

"12" she said. "Okay" I said.

"Sierra is looking worried too" I said.

"She asked was I okay when you left to get food" she said.

"Maybe you should tell her" I said.

She sighed. "I guess I'll tell her Monday when I find out" she said.

I looked at my baby sister and could see the worry in her eyes.

"Tamar. Your going to be okay" I said.

"I hope so" she said.

Authors Note

Ahh Tamar might have another blood clot😭😭. We'll see what happens next.

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