Fifty Shades of Dove and Grenade

The Surprise Kiss

It was a great show tonight. I can't believe we sold out! I'm going to listen to Fall Out Boy to celebrate, but the others will call me gay if they find out.
I Dodge fans as I try to make my way to the elevator. Dang! There's more of them in the elevator. We're packed like sardines. This is uncomfortable.They're trying to talk to me, but all I'm focused on is getting to my room and blasting my music. Finally, we're here!
I trudge tiredly to my room and slam the door behind me. Now, let's pray that the others are still downstairs. I check the coast, and it's clear. So, I crank my stereo's volume to its highest limit, and I press play.
Then, there was a knock.
Oh f*ck! Who is it now?! I think as I turn down my stereo. I answer the door...Dang it! Not you! Anyone but you!
"What the f*ck do you want?!" I ask aggressively.
"Dude,chill, I just wanna talk." He replies calmly.
"What?! No 'Ha! Gayyy!!'?" I ask, feeling annoyed.
"No." He replies as he allows himself into my room.
"What?! Dude! Get out!" I shout.
"But I don't want to." He retorts calmly.
"W-why?! Just get-"
I'm interrupted by his kiss. He guides me until my back is plastered on the wall. It feels great, but I pull him away and say:"But, Charlie, you're married. We shouldn't do this."
"But I want to."
"It just doesn't feel right."
"But you're the one I want to be with." He replies as his lips align with my jawline, and move down to my neck. It pinches a little, but I can't push him away.
I feel his lump against my thigh. I can tell by just that, he's truly happy to be with me. That's wonderful because I'm happy to be with him. However, I can't get over the fact he's married. This feels so wrong, yet so right. I don't know what to do.
So, I pull him off of me.
"Why'd you do that?" He asked.
"I just can't get over the fact you're married. I love you, but I can't do this to your wife. She'd be heartbroken. I-I just can't do this. I'm sorry, my love."
"I know I'm married, but Randi isn't my true love. It's you, Kurly. I can't stand the thought of living without you." He croaks as tears pour down his eyes, dilating his pupils ten sizes.
"What the f*ck?! Why didn't you tell me this before?!"
"I only kept it a secret because I was afraid of what you'd think. I was afraid you'd reject me like you are now. I've always loved you."
"I'm not rejecting you, it's just-"
Funny Man walks in.
"WTF is going on here?!" He asked suspiciously.
"Nothing." Charlie Scene replied "We're just insulting each other."
"O-kay?! I- I just wanted to get some beer. Danny's hosting a party and needs drinks. So, see ya, losers!" He answered as he closed the door behind Charlie and me.
"Phew! That was close! I-"
Charlie's kiss blocks me off again! It feels good, too good. He throws me on my bed with a gentle slam.
I can barely breathe as his tongue is a hurricane in my mouth, circling my cheeks and along my tongue.
I pull him away, just to say something quick.
"What now?" He asked in a dry voice.
"So, are we a thing?" I asked.
"Hell yea, but nobody can know about this." He answered as he pulled his shirt off and threw it behind me.
It must've been a thousand degrees, it was so hot. I started sweating, my heart is about to explode. He's too beautiful! I can't help it, I pull him closer and dig my fingers into his back. His skin is freaking soft! I let out a moan from the joy I felt touching him the way I was. My heart was beating faster and faster as he pulled my shirt off, and slid off his pants. His boxers show his clearly defined boner as he feels my chest, and kisses my neck.
Now, his fingers are feeling every inch of me. Literally every inch of me as he pushes me harder on my bed and unbuttons my pants; still kissing my chest and neck. This is so intense. My heart feels like it's going to burst as he dips his hand into my boxers, and grabs my manhood while he moves so close to me. He's so close, that I can feel his heart beat; it beats faster than mine.
It's beating so fast, it feels like a bomb ready to explode.
I'm scared, but at the same time I can't control my excitement as I pull him even closer (if that's even possible).
"Charlie?..." I mumble delirious.
His lips pry themselves from my neck, trying not to kiss me harder "Yes?"
"Maybe we should take it slow to see if we're really meant to be. Maybe, instead of just in the heat of the moment."
"Wow. Johnny 3 Tears would've just kept it going like this instead of being so damn concerned about the fact I have feelings for you...You know what?! F*ck you, Matthew! I'm going outside!" He angrily shouted as he stared redressing himself.
"Did you seriously have to bring him up?!" I shouted back"If you still aren't over him, then why'd you come here?!"
"You know I'll never be over him!" He screamed "He loved me like no one else! He'd kiss me to sleep every night, he'd sing to me when I was depressed, he'd love me no matter what I did, he'd-"
"I don't give a shit about what you and him did!" I screamed back " Just f*cking get over it! It wasn't real! He doesn't love you anymore!"
He glared at me. "You little bitch!" He muttered as he slapped me across my face.
It stung. I was almost crying.
"I loved him with everything I had, he's the reason I'm still alive, and you want me to just throw him away?!"
"No, I don't! I just-"
The door creeks open as J-Dog's face pops in.
"What's going on? Why is Kurly almost naked? Why is his face red? Someone tell me!" He demands.
"Nothing was going on, Jorel. Mind your own business." Charlie replied bitterly.
"It doesn't sound like nothing." J-Dog inquired "I could hear the shouting all the way from the roof."
"Charlie slapped me!" I shouted without thinking. When I realized what I just said, I immediately regretted it.
"What's going on?!" J-Dog demands.
"Nothing!" Charlie and I shout in unison.
"It's not nothing if he slapped you, and for God's sakes, put some clothes on, Matthew!" He retorted.
Danny's head poked in too "Why'd he slap you?"
"Personal shit." Charlie replied.
"No, Jordon, I want to hear it from Kurly." Danny responded.
"He said it was personal." I answered.
"No, f*ck that! Tell us what's wrong, or you're both out of the band!" Danny and J-Dog shouted.
I knew they were being serious, but I couldn't tell them about Charlie and me. So, I said " F*ck you guys! I need to get out of here!"
I ran off crying. It hurt to relive it, but it was the only memory I had now. I covered my eyes and ran faster than I ever have before. I ran until I tripped and fell on the cold, hard pavement. I cried covering the scratches I received.
" Are you ok?" A voice asked.