Not So Best Friends

Chapter 21

     *2 months later on tour*

    *Gwen's P.O.V.*

   I am currently sitting on the tour bus at the table on my computer doing school work. I graduate this year so what the hell. I had to had in my online teacher a 5 page essay about someone historian. She gave me a month to type it all, and it took me a whole month exact. All the guys were relaxing in there bunks and the Jackie and Elisabeth were in the back of the tour bus and August was sleeping on the couch by me. Our current destination was the United States. I only said the United States because at the moment I don't know where we are actually at or where we're going for the next concert but we've been on the rode for two days.

   I saw Calum get up and get a water from the microwave. "You put your water bottles in microwaves." I giggled. "Yes it's not weird at all." He sighed. "Whatever you say." I giggled. He went back into his bunk. I continued working on my school work. Once I was finished I turned off my computer and put it on charge and let it sit on the table. I turned my phone and saw all the notifications I had. I went on twitter and started to follow all these fan accounts that were about me and the girls and 5 SOS accounts. I scrolled through some of the tweets and stuff from the fan accounts and liked a few and commented. I went on Instagram and posted a picture of me in the mirror, my comment for it was "Tour life." I got off Instagram and went onto spotify. Then I turned off my phone and put it on Do Not Disturb so all my notifications wouldn't be disturbing my music. I like to draw so I brought in my duffel bag a sketch book and a box of artist color pencils and drawing pencils.

   I was thinking of what to draw and I thought I would draw a girl. I took my medium grey pencil and started to sketch out my girl.

     *40 minutes later*

   I was finishing up my drawing as soon as the four boys walked out into the front of the tour bus. "August is sleeping?" Luke Whispered. I nodded. He showed a smirk on his face and slowly creeped up beside her and stood there staring at her. Then he screamed, "AUGUST WAKE UP ITS AN EMERGENCY!" This bitch fell off the couch and the girls from the back came running in. "WHAT! WHAT WRONGS!" She shouted. Everyone was dying of laughter. "Hahaha funny Luke so funny." She rolled her eyes and punched his shoulder. "It really was funny though." Luke laughed. For the past two months Luke and August have been getting close. I'm not going to be jealous. I don't want to fight about it like Elisabeth and Michael did. So I just kept calm and ignored my feelings about it.

   I continued to finish my drawing. Calum came to sit next to me. "Hi Gwenifer." He said. "Hi Cal." I mumbled. "What's wrong with Wittle Gwenifer today." Calum pouted. "Nothing." I said with a straight face. "What, did Gweny not get a morning kiss from Lukey." He coughed up a laugh. "He hasn't given me a good morning kiss in a month." I rolled my eyes. "Well DAMNNNNNNNNN." Cal said putting his hand on his chest and moving his chest back. I rolled my eyes.

   I looked up and Luke and August were sitting next to each other talking and laughing. I sighed. Calum follow my eyes and saw what I was looking at. "Ohhhh your jealous." He smirked. "I am not jealous." I demanded. "He just has been getting closer to August for the past two months." I sighed. He hasn't been giving me my good morning kisses anymore, He has gotten closer to August and we act close but it's like a whatever relationship right now. "Talk to him about it." He insisted. I nodded no. "I can't because then it will turn into a fight." I rolled my eyes. "Try though." Calum said. I face planted onto the table. Calum started rubbing my back. "It's hard not to be jealous." I sighed. "I know." He huffed a laugh.

   I picked my head up from the table and saw Luke walk over. "Uh what's going on here." He cocked an eyebrow. "Nothing Calum was just talking to me." I rolled my eyes. "I'm going to go back in my bunk see ya guys soon." Calum said awkwardly walking away. "Well good morning." Luke said and walked back over to the couch to sit next to August. That's what you call a good morning kiss, then fuck you. "Good morning too you too." I mumbled rolling my eyes. I went into the back of the room and started getting ready because apparently we were arriving in Florida soon. I was listening to Jackie, August, Elisabeth, Luke, and Michael's conversation. I put on ripped black skinny jeans, Black Doc Martins, and a white crop top. I brushed out my hair and started to straighten it. I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I got my make up bag and started to do my make up. I did dark brown eye shadow on my lids and under my eyes. I put on eyeliner gel and did a wing. I did eyeliner pencil on the bottom and I curled my lashes and put mascara on. Then I put on red lip sticks.

   I felt the bus stop and I walked out of the bathroom. Everyone started to get off the bus into the hotel. The boys were performing two nights in Florida. We got up to the Hotel room and I literally walked out to the balcony and just sat down. I didn't want to be bother by anyone. I felt like me and Luke were drifting apart. Like this morning, "Well good morning" then walked away. No good morning kiss for 1 month. K. Then he want to have the nerve to ask what was going on between me and Cal. UM NO. All me and Cal were doing was talking about him yet he was doing busy getting all close to August. Shit, I'm really jealous.

   I heard the balcony door opened and the close. Then I felt someone someones pressence. I turned my head to see Luke sitting in the chair next to me. "Hi babe." He smiled at me. "Hi." I mumbled back. "Whats wrong?" He questioned me. "Nothing." I said rolling my eyes and walked back into the hotel room. He followed me and grabbed my wrist and turned me around. "Whats wrong Gwen I know somethings up." He said looking down at me. "Nothing okay!" I shouted at him and stormed out of the hotel. I didn't know where I was going but all I know is that I was sitting at the end of the hallway by the vending machine in the corner on my phone.

   I looked up from my phone and saw Calum stand in front of me. "What do you want." I rolled my eyes. He sat down in front of me. "When I said talk to Luke I actually meant talk to Luke because right now the jealousy is eating you up and you talking to him like you hate him. The best part is he doesn't even know what he did. When you stormed out of the room he was shocked. He sat on the bed and kept asking himself what he did." Calum Explained to me. I felt bad for lashing out at Luke before. Calum is right the jealousy is taking over me.

   What am I going to do?

   "I'm scared to talk to him Calum" I said shaking. "Why are you scared to talk to him. He's your boyfriend, your best friend, you shouldn't be scared. He will understand it's Luke." Calum said. "That's what I'm afraid of. What if he doesn't understand." I said. "Make him." He laughed. I laughed a little too. I don't get what's so funny about making him understand something but he always has a hard time and we all seem to laugh at it. Yet when it comes to me I get scared as hell. "Look Gwen, He is lucky to have you. He is happy with you, He loves you, no one else. Trust me, okay?" Calum looked at me innocent. "Okay." I nodded in agreement. "Good. Now give me a hug because I've been a hugging person today." I giggled and went on my knees and gave him a hug. I always close my eyes when I hug people. I closed my eyes and hugged Calum.

   When I opened my eyes everything in my dramatic life was about to get worse.