Perfection of Darkness: The Fourth Book of Poems

Verse Seven: Brutal Way

It makes me laugh

Looking back at sorrowed days

The cuts aren't on my wrist anymore

Each night was spent by crying

Now the evening is filled with plots

You'd hear my screams of torment

Suddenly silent, I must suppress their voices

The illusions faded

The agony faded

Everything faded

But one thing remained; my urge to kill

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Let the maggots feast on crudely torn flesh

Their home remains in the skulls of my victims

No burial for you

Mutilated beyond recognition

Officials need DNA samples for an answer

The body isn't just pale and blue

It's pale and blue dipped in the color red

Torn vocal cords, split tongue of the snake

Ripped out the ribs and shoved them back in

Severed a limb just to sew it back on where it doesn't belong

The smell of burnt flesh excites me

There's seven billion to kill and violate

The human race numbers drop as they see their slain kind

But they do nothing

Cower behind your locked doors

Add five dead bolts

Board up your windows

Make it harder for me to enter

Cause I'm already inside

So now your trapped inside instead of keeping me out

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You cannot save yourseld

God can't hear you

Buddha can't see you

Ala won't be there for you

Not now

Don't rely on your gods

Don't rely on yourself

Don't even rely on others around you

Because if they have to

They'll sacrifice you to live

Once my palm is holding your wrist

You know you're good as dead

Don't expect anesthesia for this crude surgery

I hope you don't mind that your body won't be buried

I'll only violate it until it's no more

They can see, they can watch, and it's tearing them to the core

But they don't need to worry, cause soon they'll enjoy this to

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Anyone can kill

Just like everyone lies

It's emotions that prevent us from doing things

It's emotions that cause us to things unnecessary

A species made up of melodrama

I tossed them away

I can't even remember the day

I last felt the pain

They're simply gone

But it resutled into tearing up my lawn

To bury your body

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I'll open a child up

While it is a alive

Just barely enough so it doesn't stop breathing

Then I'll smash the lungs

But don't worry

I dry their tears

They lose their eyes so they don't have to see theirself die

Buf instead of salty tears

They cry blood

And it leaks down into their already mutilated mouth

But they aren't all lucky

I torture some even slower

Making them watch as I rip out chunks of their skin

Eye lashses sowed back to your eye brows

But they aren't just forced to watch

They're forced to eat theirself to

Swallow your own raw flesh

Refuse and I'll rip ouf your teeth

Only to make you choke back on your ripped out skin and meat

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I baptise newly born babies in the stomach of the mother

No water, just blood

But I don't bring them up for air

I don't speak the holy words of God

No, I speak the words of Lucifer

Take this child as it dies choking on blood