Perfection of Darkness: The Fourth Book of Poems

Verse Thrity Two: Sweet Silence

Sweet silence

Sweet clarity

Your lifeless body made me feel alive

Sweet silence

Sweet serenity

Your broken jaw is the answer to everything

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Death and one obsession

Are nothing but clouds in your judgement

Experimental agony with a taste of regret

There's nothing more you can do

The fire was already lit

And you simply let it rage

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Sparks from the blaze

Are falling to ashes

I've never seen

So many friends of yours burnt

You set me to fire

And I'm falling to ashes without you

Life was so simple with you

Now you flipped everything

And things have never been more complicated

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Everything's gone dark

Darker then its ever been

Everything's dead

More dead then its seemed to be

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Sink and surrender

A weight at my feet

I may be nothing inside

Don't think I'll ever let go alone

I've never felt more attack or appalled

I'd left the moment you sold me out

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You spit nothing but lies, you kept every single drop of blood

Your disorder of family

Believed in every single lie

I spoke the words behind your back

But she sold me out

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I've made your eyes stare blankly at the sky above

Your blond hair is stained with blood

Just like my hands

Your mouth is finally sealed

And I can close my eyes and live in blissfulness and prosperity