"Yeah I make mistakes that I don't ever make excuses for,"
-Drake
This would be my nineteenth time trying to call Eva, she still hasn't picked up. I know I fucked up badly but I never meant to hurt her. I was going to tell her I was in the porn business, eventually. I was just waiting for the right time. I lounged back on my couch, lighting up a blunt then placing it between my parted lips. I touched my stinging face, wincing in pain. Jasmine's brother really fucked me up. As I inhaled the smoke from my blunt I heard my doorbell ring. I sat up quickly. Maybe Eva was coming back. My heart thumped in anticipation. All I wanted to do was make love to her. I missed her bronze milk chocolate skin, her angelic smile, and everything about her. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of my doorbell ringing again, this time more urgently. I stood up, walking towards the door, then opening it. A look of disappointment spread across my face as I looked at Jasmine.
"What the fuck you doing here?" I spat angrily.
"Baby I didn't know he was going to do that. I'm so sorry, forgive me," Jasmine pleaded as her chubby fingers touched my bare chest.
I pushed her away as I walked upstairs. "Don't call me babe, actually get the fuck out my house,".
"Babe why are you acting like this? Everything was fine a week ago?".
I turned around abruptly, facing her.
"You wanna know the real reason why I fucked you?".
She stared back at me, a look of fear on her face.
"Because I'm a fucking porn star. I get paid to fuck people!".
She stood there, her lip quivering, a tear slid down her face.
"But you told me you liked me, and I was special," She croaked.
"Because you was the only bitch I didn't fuck on campus," I retorted as I watched tears slid down her chubby face. She looked helpless.
"B-but I love you," She said as she attempted to pull me close to her.
"And I fucking hate you, I hate the fact that Eva hates me because of your stupid ass!" I yelled.
"You're the one that got caught Jashaun. You got caught with me!" She yelled back.
We stared at each briefly, until I turned my head away. Refusing to look at her any longer.
"Get out," I uttered.
"I'm so sorry Jashaun, whatever you want me to do I'll do it," She said.
"Bring Eva back, can you do that?" I asked seriously.
She nodded her head obediently.
