"Girls only say I hate you to the guys that they love,".
-Big Sean
"Eww turn it off," I murmured to Cameron as I took another sip of Rum from the bottle.
Cameron was showing me one of Jashaun's recent porn videos. Over sixty million people had watched it and I had just found out today.
Cameron reached over, attempting to grab the bottle from my hands but I snatched it back.
"Mane you can't keep drinkin'," Cameron said as he stared at me sympathetically.
"Did someone cheat on you, then tell you that they're a porn star?" I asked sarcastically.
"Nah," He responded. "But drankin ain't gon' solve ya problems,".
I sighed as I took another gulp of the liquor.
"But it'll help,".
Zarina slid in between me and Cameron on the couch.
"Mommy when are we going home?".
I looked down at her, staring at her for a brief moment.
"Jasmine C'mere," Cameron called as he stood up from the couch.
Jasmine nervously walked into the living room where we all sat.
"Take her upstairs, and let her watch TV," He ordered.
Jasmine nodded as she reached for Zarina's hand. Zarina slid her hand into Jasmine's hand and they quietly went upstairs.
"Where are we going to stay?" I cried as I took another huge gulp of the liquor. My head pounded lightly. Cameron grabbed the bottle from my hand, placing it on a table nearby.
"Ya can stay wit us, I know it ain't big and fancy like ya house but it's somethin," He smirked.
I looked around. It was about five times smaller than my house. The kitchen and living room was downstairs so I figured that everything else was upstairs. The walls were painted a pale blue and pictures hung on the wall. Small desks were aligned along the walls, holding miscellaneous items.
"It's nice," I said lowly.
"Thanks, ya hungry?" He asked as he wandered into the kitchen. I slowly followed behind him, gazing around at the normal sized kitchen. I leaned on the kitchen counter, my eyes following every move that Cameron made. I finally paid attention to how attractive Cameron was. He had butter toned skin, big brown eyes, and a pretty smile, but beneath his attractive demeanor I could tell he was tired, the bags underneath his eyes were proof.
"What ya want to eat? I can make some chicken? Ya like chicken?" He spoke briskly as he traveled quickly around the kitchen. He never looked up once.
I stared at him blankly.
"You don't have a girlfriend Cameron?".
He looked up, a confused look on his face.
"Nah, well der' was dis' one girl I was talkin' to but we ont' talk no more," He responded.
"Why?" I asked inquisitively.
"Honestly I ont' really know?" He shrugged nonchalantly as he began to wash the raw chicken.
"Well I think any girl would be lucky to have you as her boyfriend," I retorted honestly.
He smiled slightly. "Thanks,".
"Who's that lady?" I asked seriously as I pointed to a picture that was pinned to his refrigerator.
"Oh, dats my Momma," He smiled as he slid his fingers across the picture and smiled.
"She's beautiful," I admitted.
"She was," He corrected.
***
At the moment we had just finished eating and we were all lounging lazily on the couch. Jasmine hadn't said a word since the incident from earlier.
"Pleaseeeee" Cameron pleaded as he stood up, holding his hand out for me to grab.
"No," I groaned as I stroked Zarina's hair. She was laying in my lap watching Cameron persistently ask me to dance.
"Fine," He sighed defeated. "Well den Zarina gon have to dance wit me,".
Zarina giggled loudly as she hid her red face in my arms.
"Come on," He smiled as he turned up his stereo a bit.
'Fine China' flowed through the speakers and Zarina's eyes lit up.
"Jasmine must've left dat CD you brought her in der," Cameron stated as he went to change the song. "She always listen to dis song,".
I looked over at jasmine, she remained quiet as she sat.
"I wanna dance!" Zarina exclaimed as she leaped up from my lap.
She swayed her little hips to the beat as Cameron laughed joyously. Eventually Cameron joined in to dance with Zarina. I watched as Zarina's eyes gleamed excitedly when Cameron unexpectedly did a back flip.
I liked being happy. I wish I could feel like this all the time. But in the morning I would have to face my fears, seeing Jashaun again.
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