the persistence of memory ♤ frerard

night//nineteen

Tonight the sky made love to me again, tucked in the security of darkness. This time Gerard was warm, buzzing like the stars, but he was also more fragile, and I felt as if I did something wrong he'd break apart like a porcelain doll. He seemed to glow in the darkness as well, especially his eyes, which stood out among everything else.

I understood that when I fell in love with him bad things would happen, but I didn't quite understand what bad things. But I also couldn't help myself, it was as if he tripped me and I was falling for him, quicker than I thought possible. I also understood how impossible it was to step in love with someone, I knew now why they called it falling in love.

I knew it wasn't love yet, but it wouldn't be long before I was in love with him.

- short af, i apologize

-kota //