Ruby // One Direction

Chapter forty-five

Chapter forty-five.

I fell to the ground, my face in my hands as the tears flooded out of my eyes. This was just too much. I couldn't be a mum, it just wouldn't work.

'Oh my god Kyla!' One of the girls said rushing over to me, i couldn't tell who. My sobs got louder and my tears came faster. Thankfully the boys had decided to have a bit of a boys day.

'It will be alright.' Someone else said sitting at my side and rubbing my back. You're supposed to be ecstatic when you find out your pregnant and here i was crying on the bathroom floor mascara all down my face dreading the whole thing.

'Harry...is...going...to...hate...me!' I said between sobs finally looking up at the girls. Maddy looked on the verge of tears. Ruby and Jazz looked extremely concerned, especially Ruby as she knew my mother and probably knew this wouldn't end well. And Mel just sat there looking unsure of what to do or say.

'Why would Harry hate you? He loves you..' Ruby said when no one else spoke. I looked at her like the answer was completely obvious.

'Did you not see how excited he was when we found out i wasn't pregnant? He obviously doesn't want this.' I replied before i started crying again, i didn't want Harry to know about this until he really had to. I didn't want him to leave me.

'He loves you Kyla, even if this isn't what he wants he isn't the kind of guy who would knock someone up and ditch them. Its not like he is going to find out and have the on the next plane back to Australia. He just isn't like that, he really cares about you.' Jazz explained. I whiped my eyes and got up walking into the bedroom and crawling into bed. The girls followed, sittng around my on the bed. I pulled the covers up over my head muffling my scream.

'What if he leaves me?' I said.

'What did you say?' Maddy replied. I pulled the blankets down and asked them again.

'Only time will tell. Whatever happens is meant to happen.' She said. Geez that made me feel better about this whole situation. I wanted to be 100% sure what was going to happen after i told him, before i told him. But there was no way that was even possible.

'How long do you think i can keep it a secret?' I asked. I could finally construct a proper sentence since i'd stopped crying.

'Trust me the longer you keep this from him the worse it will be when you tell him. I think you just need to get it over with.' Ruby explained. I knew she was right, i just didn't know how to tell him.

What was i supposed to do, just tell him over dinner like 'oh by the way babe, i'm pregnant!' or when we were having s*x i couldn't just be like 'oh yeah, be careful. You don't want to hurt the baby already growing inside of me..' There was never going to be a decent time to tell him.

'Need to get what over with?' Everyones eyes suddenly moved to the door where a very confused looking Harry stood. Almost in sync the girls eyes moved back to me, but this wasn't the right time to tell him. We weren't even sure that i was pregnant, they could of been dodgy tests.

'Oh, we were just saying that Mel needs to get it over with and introduce Niall to family.' I said quickly. Harry just looked at me weird.

'Okay, well i just came to let you girls know that dinner is ready.' He said before walking out like nothing had happened.

I felt Ruby hit my arm.

'ouch! what was that for?!' I said annoyed.

'Niall has already met Mel's family you noob!' She replied. I metally slapped myself. Great, now Harry knew i was making up shit. This wasn't going to be an easy couple of days, he will constantly be on my back trying to get the truth out of me. lovely.