S.H.I.E.L.D Is The Enemy

They call me Mack

Makenna~
           After Steve spent what seemed like an hour comforting me, we finally decided that sitting in the shower all night wouldn't be the smartest thing. Well, Steve decided. I was a little ball of emotions. So, he carried me out of the shower and grabbed two towels. Instead of sitting on my bed he sat me down on the uncomfortable and small couch. Then, he left to go get dressed. 
           While he was gone I decided that I should get dressed too. I looked around for my bags but didn't see them. I opened the closet but there were no clothes in there either. 
          The door opens and Steve comes in. He has clothes in his hands and he tosses them to me. I catch them but I let the towel fall to the floor. I shudder against the cold harsh environment. 

          "They are both mine." He says as I nod," I hope you don't mind." He adds quickly. I smile slightly.

          "Not at all. Can you turn around so I can get dressed?" I ask. He quickly turns away and I strip off all of my clothes. I grab a sports bra and some underwear and put them on before putting his over sized clothes on."You can turn around now." I say quietly. He turns around and I blush as he rakes my body. I smile though because his clothes leave everything to the imagination. 
         I sit in the edge of my bed. The only thing I hate about his clothes is how low they hang. I mean sure they smell amazing but if i hadn't pulled it up it would be half way down my bra. Which I am pretty sure would make cap uncomfortable. 
         Steve comes to sit by me. 
         "How do you feel and don't lie. I was just in that shower with you. I saw you crying your eyes out." He says the last part quickly as to not make it awkward. I shrug. 
        "I thought that I was finally done with Zola. That I could move past it all. And then . . . he showed up. He took me right back to the nightmares and the torture and the awful memories I wish I could forget. Then he injected that stupid drug into me and I . . . I couldn't fight it." I say. Steve looks tense, like he wants to punch something. "And I was back in the same room watching the events happening like it was a movie." 
        "How did you break free of the drug?" Steve asks. 
        "If I'm being honest, I thought about you." I looked at him and he looked right back in my eyes. I looked away before I could feel embarrassed about what had happened about the cabin." I thought about what I knew to be true. I knew that Phil Coulson was my dad.And that I needed to get back. " I look at him expecting him to say something. So instead i make the situation awkward. "I knew that you were watching." I say quietly," I knew that you were doing your best to get to me . . . and then I was just back. And it was all I could do to not kill Kol right there." I scoot back and lean against my pillows. "All of these things happening to me right now . . . it's all I can do to just stay in one piece. I know it's risky but I have to let Stark try, Steve." He stands up almost instantly and turns into the over protective Steve I've grown to except.
         "What? Are you crazy do you even remember why we left?" I let him talk and don't interrupt him. " You are going to end up dead by Starks' hand! Don't you even care! Don't you want to live to be old enough to have kids or get married!?" He stops and I just blink. 
         "Steve." I say getting up and standing beside him," Of course I want those things. But I can't have those things while this power enhancer is still in my body. One night I could wake up having one of my nightmares and then all of that would be gone. Kids, husband, everything. I am sorry that I am scaring you, but this has to happen." As soon as I finish talking the door opens and Dr. Richards comes in. 
         "We are ready for you down in the lab." He says looking at me. I nod. 
        "Steve you don't have to be with me on this but please don't hate me for it." I put my hand on his arm for a second and then walk our of the room with Dr. Richards. " I imagined you looking older Dr. Richards." He looks at me.
        "Same to you Makenna." I chuckle," Most assassins aren't as young as you."
        "I'm sure there's a compliment in there somewhere." I say," And my name is Mack I haven't gone by Makenna in a long time." We enter the elevator and the doors close. "Tell me, this test, what is it?"
        "Well the sequences of numbers that you wrote, when Tony inserted that liquid into your neck, was actually a formula to a serum. We ran a couple tests and believe it to be safe so we are going to give you a small dose and see what happens. Hopefully this is a solution to your enhanced power problems." I nod as the elevator door opens. We step into the lab and Tony motions towards a chair. I sit down in it and he takes a deep breathe. He grabs the syringe and just looks at me for a minute. I nod telling him to do it.
         "We don't know the side affects and there is no guarantee that it will work." He says. 
        "I know." I say. He nods and brings the syringe closer to my arm. Before he can insert it though the building shakes. "Was that an earthquake?" Dr. Richards looks at the monitors. 
        "No it was something much worse." I get up out of the chair and go over to the monitor. "Daisy Johnson." He says. I run to the elevator and press the button to go to the roof. "What are you doing she'll tear you apart!"
         "And if I don't go she'll tear the building down." The elevator door opens and I get in. Here it goes.