S.H.I.E.L.D Is The Enemy

Promises are broken

Makenna's P.O.V.
      I wake up in my room. I try to sit up but I feel sore everywhere. I lay back down and groan. I should have never trusted them. Any of them. Tony. Steve. Even Lilly. How could she do that to after knowing what I've gone through. the windows open. I'm assuming Jarvis opened them.
     "Good morning. Tony would like me to tell him when you wake up, would you rather I not?" Jarvis asks. 

     "Don't tell him Jarvis, thanks." I lay on my bed," Could you do me a favor though?" I ask. 
     "Anything you need." I sigh. 
     "Can you make sure Lilly and Steve can't come in here?" I ask. 
    "If that is what you would like. But, I also must inform you that Captain Rogers is the one who made Tony stop. As well Miss Romanoff. I regret the hand I played in it." 
    "It's okay Jarv," I grunt sitting up and leaning back against my head board," you were just taking orders. Oh can you do one more thing for me?" I ask quietly. 
     "Anything Miss Savage." 
     "First of all you can call me Mack, Miss Savage is my stage name. My real last name is Smith. If you have to call me miss . . . you can use my real last name." I smile," Oh and second thing, I haven't eaten for two days, you think you could get someone to bring me in some eggs and pancakes?"
      "Of course Mis- Mack." I smile at the fact that even though he knows my last name he still chose to call me Mack.
      "Oh and Jarvis. Thanks for being a friend." 
      "It's my pleasure Mack." Then the room goes silent. I look at the mirror across the room and decide to try and get up. I use the bed and the dresser beside my bed to lean on. I stand up but my legs are a little wobbly. Using the wall as a crutch, I made it to the mirror. No body washed the blood off. I go as quickly as I can to the bathroom and turn on the water in the shower. I close the door and strip my clothes off before getting in the water. I turn it to as hot as I can stand and watch the blood slide along my body to the ground, and then go down the drain. I lean on the wall of the shower for support but the floor is too slippery and I fall. I sit up and bring my knees to my chest and start to cry. I bury my head in my knees and the tears just flow. 
      If I'm being honest I know that I deserve everything I've gotten. But, does that mean it should hurt any less? I was tortured two different times. The only difference was that one was by an enemy and the other was by people I trusted. 

    I turn the shower off and stand up. Slowly, but I did it. I wrap a white towel around my body and step out of the shower. My clothes are in the other room so I walk in there and go straight to my closet. I grab a long sleeve black crop top, a black sports bra, some jean shorts that went to mid thigh, and a pair of blue underwear. I go back to the bathroom and put them on. I go out of the bathroom and grab a pony tie. I put my up into a messy bun and go to my bed and sit. 

     The door opens and Natasha and Wanda come in. Wanda is carrying my food. 
      "Hey," Natasha says sitting on the end of the bed," How are you doing?" I sniffle and lean back against the wall. I shrug. "Jarvis told me that you didn't want Lilly or Cap to come in here. Can I ask why?" I look at my food and grab it.
      "He promised, she promised. Both of them lied." I say quietly," Why are you being so nice to me. As of a couple days ago we were enemies. And you," I say looking at Wanda," I said terrible things to you."
       "Nothing that wasn't true. And I forgive you because I know what it is like to lose everything." I look at her. 
       "I'm sorry about what I said abut Pietro. The truth is I know that sting when you lose a brother. I've felt it before and I'm sorry that i said what I did. Can I ask you both a question?" They both shrug," After I passed out what happened?"
       "Um Steve and I brought you to your room. Steve wanted to stay so that when you woke up he could apologize. But, fury was overwhelming him. He was mad at Stark and Lilly . . . and himself. I made him leave. The next thing I know I walk in on Steve about to kill Stark. I was going to help but I knew that you would be mad at us if Steve had actually killed Stark. So I pulled Steve off of him and Tony and Lilly stayed in the lab. By the look on her face Steve had lectured her about hurting you. He didn't sleep all night , you know?" I look up from my food. 
        "What?" I ask. 
         "He stayed outside of your door all night."Wanda says," He felt terrible for what happened. he didn't want you to be alone." I look out the window. "Makenna he really cares. he didn't know what Stark was doing until after it happened. He tried to shut it down, but stark wouldn't listen. What I'm trying to say is, don't go too hard on him." I look at the door. 
        "Is he still out there?" I ask.