Spoby One Shots

3 • Dear Toby,

My love,
You are gone. Today they told me that you were never coming back and my heart broke like it had never broken before. I came out of my coma and my wound has begun to heal, but I need you here, the nurses told me that I'm pregnant with your baby, it'll be alright as the bullet didn't go near it.
I miss you so much, please watch over me.
-S x.

Baby,
Today was your funeral, Yvonne cried and she put the engagement ring into the coffin. She doesn't know that we... you know... or that you planned to leave her for me. I won't tell her. It'll be our little secret, I promise. Just like the old days, just Spencer and Toby.
-S x.

My Pretty Eyes,
Today I found a box full of our old things, tickets to all the movies we saw together, all our pictures together (I even found our prom picture, that was a wonderful night.) and the promise ring. I began remembering every second we spent together and it hurt. It hurt so much Toby. I need you. I miss the feeling of your lips and I miss seeing your perfect face. And your eyes. I miss your eyes, the perfect ocean blue colour that soothed me every time I looked into them.
I love you and so does our little baby.
-S x.

Boyfriend,
It isn't getting easier. The girls don't understand why I'm so upset because they think we weren't in love anymore. We were always in love. My eyes are sore from crying so much and my heart aches for your arms. I thought about the pills but I know that you'd be very upset if I took one, especially because of the baby, so I didn't. I know you're watching over me and I want you to be proud of me
Forever yours,
-S x
P.S Hanna and Caleb are back together and I'm so happy for them.

My darling,
Today was an okay day. I so nearly gave into the pills, I remembered what you said about calling you but I knew I couldn't, so I played Scrabble alone instead. It wasn't nearly as fun. I visited your grave, I put new flowers down and a nice man named Josh spoke to me. We're getting coffee tomorrow, I hope you don't mind.
All my love
-S x.
P.S I told the girls about our baby and they're all delighted, Alison is pregnant too so our baby will have a best friend for life.

My safe place,
It's been 6 whole months since you died. Josh and I are friends but nothing more, he is still getting over the death of his girlfriend, which is why he was in the graveyard that day. I miss you more every day, sometimes so much I can hardly bare to live. But I will, for you and our baby. I'm very big now and I found out that she's a little girl. I'm going to call her Marion Matilda Cavanaugh. I hope you like it.
-S x.

My everything,
I can't take it anymore, so today it ends. I left Rosewood forever. I found a little house in New York, close but far enough, it'll be perfect for our baby, I gave birth to her 3 weeks ago and she has your stunning eyes, I'm so happy she does, because when I look into them I can almost imagine I'm looking into yours.
We love you,
-S and M x.

My perfect Spencer,
I miss you so very much, I watch over you everyday and every night. I will never truly be gone, I want you to be happy and I know that soon you will be. It's nice here, I feel no pain and I'm finally with my mom again. I will never stop loving you. Every second that goes by I watch you as you grow, I am so so proud that you were mine. I promise when we meet again it'll be like we were never apart. I watch Marion Matilda while you sleep, she's perfect, just like you. Please tell her that her daddy loves her very very much. I hope she is as clever as her mother, I'm already so proud of her.
Forever yours,
- T x.