Jack's POV ( LITTTTTTT)
She didn't respond to that. She just acted like everything was normal. I told her I love her and she acted like it's normal. I can't believe I did that. I'm so stupid. Why? Why am I like this?
I was banging my head against my door, I'm so mad at myself. She just rode in the car and sang songs. When I dropped her off at her house she said she didn't want me to go but I knew her mom probably wouldn't appreciate me being there with her alone. She kissed me so she must like me. Or feel bad for me. But she said she like me. But I said I love her.
I can't believe I did that. What do I do? Goodness, if I didn't have such a big mouth I wouldn't be having this problem. I guess the boys will know what to do.
I went to our groupchat with just the boys.
Me: I messed up
Nate: U okay bro?
Me: I said something and I messed up and I don't know what to do
Sam: I swear to God if you hurt my best friend
JJ: Dude yeah she's like the best thing that's happened to you
Me: Bro I know
Derek: So what did you say??????
Nate: yeah
JJ: Jack?
Sam: Bro what did you say?
I took at breath in and typed it. It doesn't seem like much but it honestly hurt to type it. I can't believe I did that.
Me: I told her I love her
Sam: THANK GOD
Nate: Congrats bro
Derek: Wait why is that a mess up?
JJ: Do you not love her?
Sam: If you brake her heart...
Me: She didn't respond
Nate: Did she hear you?
Sam: HOLD UP SHES TEXTING ME ABOUT IT
Me: WHAT DID SHE SAY
Derek: ????????
Sam: She thinks you said it on accident and she didn't want to embarrass you
JJ: Yesssssss
Derek: J man I swear you're obsessed with their relationship
JJ: At least I'm not obsessed with weed
Nate: Ain't NOTHING wrong with weed
Me: Guys not the point
Sam: JACK
JJ: What??
Me: NOT YOU, Me
JJ: well he could've said G
Sam: she said she thinks she loves you but she doesn't know if you really do
I dropped my phone and heard it buzz a few times. I was stunned. I mean I really did love her. I know I'm a teen and I know this sounds fake but honestly I can't describe it with any other word.
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