It had been one hell of a week, Sammy moved out, jack and I hadn't been apart, and life had switched up completely. I didn't want to rush Sammy to spend time with me but I miss him like crazy. They say you don't know what you have until it's gone, but I did know, and he's still gone.
I had been talking to Nate, a lot trying to keep up with how Sammy has been. Because of this, we've actually gotten pretty close and he's been giving me advice about the situation. I even admitted to him how guilty I had been feeling because, as much as I should be so happy that I have Jack. I couldn't get Sammy off my mind, and I didn't want to. Sam was my ride or die and my best friend forever and that's all I wanted was for our full forever. Nate had told me that I did nothing wrong, no one did and sometimes you can only blame feelings not people. He also told me that Sam hadn't been out of the house enough. This was not how I wanted to spend my spring break, and not how I was going to.
I called Jack and we made a plan. "Are you sure this is the right thing to do Dite?"
"I'm positive, Jack."
"Ok, if you say so. I'll pick you up in twenty, cool?"
"Yup. See you then and thank you so much Jack. It really means a lot to me."
"Of course babe, anything for you."
When he talked like that I swear I don't know what I did to get such good karma because I don't deserve him and how good he is too me. We said our goodbyes and I finished up getting ready.
I got ready and backed a bag. Operation get Sammy back was a go.
Jack picked me up and I hopped in the car. "Helloooo Beautiful" he said drawing out the "o".
"Hellooooo Handsome" I said In the same time he did. I was so so thankful for Jack, because anything I was going through he made me smile through it. I rested my head on his shoulder just smiling because of how my life had turned out. Last time this year I sat at home watching history documentaries with my family. I saw Sammy once or twice but he was always out at someone's house party that I would feel too out of place going to. This year, I had a boyfriend and a whole new group of friends, but all thanks to Sam and I was going to drag him out like he tried to do with me.
As we pulled up to Nate's house I began to get worried, what if Sam wasn't ready to leave, or being around me made him sad? With those thoughts in the back of my head I knocked on the door. The feeling of seeing Sammy at the door was an excitement that I wasn't used to. It was always just a normal thing to see Sam, we had hardly ever been apart.
We just stared at each other not knowing what to do, until Jack pushed us together and told us to go make up. I guess that made Sammy a lot more comfortable because he wrapped me in his arms in the biggest hug and didn't let go.
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