Before I start YALL ITS BEEN LIKE TWO YEARS A GIRL GREW UP. But my writing is worse than before so welcome back sorry if I forget details I've been rereading though.
Aphrodite's POV
I backed away from Sammy immediately. Shocked was an understatement, the boy I've known since I was five, the boy who has been sleeping in my bed, the boy who told me to go after another boy- he told me he wanted me. Sammy quickly reacted to my shock by fumbling over his words in a ramble.
" Dite I'm so so sorry, I know how confusing this is, for you and me. I mean I've always said we would never be a couple. Which we aren't, I just never thought I'd catch feelings. Ever since you started talking to jack, I stopped talking to Stassie. I just watched you slip away from me and it was really effecting me. I was down a lot of the time, because I want you to be happy but it makes me unhappy that he's the one making you happy."
I had calmed down a bit, but this was all a lot for me to take in.
"Sammy it's my fault too I'm so sorry. I used you to make me feel the way he does when he isn't around and that isn't okay at all. We're still gonna be best friends that's just who we are but I don't think we can act the same right away. We need to figure this out first."
Sammy was tearing up and I honestly felt horrible. He stood up and started picking up his things.
"Sammy you don't have to leave. We're still us. This is your home too."
"I know and I can't thank you enough for that, but I think it'd be better if I stayed with one of the boys for a while" he sadly smiled after saying this.
"Okay, but don't get distant. I need you Sammy and if you need me I'm always there. It was a moment not a whole thing it should be easy to get past."
"Are you gonna tell Jack?" He asked me this slightly scared.
"I mean him and I aren't talking but I think it would be best, I can wait for your time though."
"Whatever you do is okay I just wanted to know."
After he said this he held his bag in his hand and was ready to go. I hugged him really tight and he hugged me back even tighter.
"Text me when you know where you're staying. I need to know you're okay. If there's bad food come home Sammy. Okay?"
He slightly laughed and pinky promised me he would come back if he needed it. After that I watched him walk out my door and heard his car back out of my driveway and down my street.
I was honestly lost in my own mind. I love Sammy but do I love Sammy? I know we act like a couple but this time I had the feelings there, I wanted him to hold me and make me feel loved. But Jack, he was who I wanted. Jack is the sweetest most thoughtful boy I have ever met. Most people think he's cocky because he knows he's hot and is confident. But I know him, from the first day to now months later I know him and I love what I know. If I know all that I can't lose him.
I felt bad for Sammy but he's the reason I have feelings for Jack, he helped us get together even if we aren't officially together. I decided to call Jack, not to tell him what happened but just to talk to him.
"Hey Dite what's up?" He said after answering the call.
"Hi Jack! Are you busy?"
"Right now I am, but want me to pick you up in an hour?"
"Yeah that would be great! Thank you!! See you then."
"K bye."
Well that call was dry but at least I'm reaching out. All I can do is try.
