I'm so so sorry! I know it's been a while since I last posted. I'll try to post soon. Hope you like it! =)
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Chapter 4
Guy's POV
I was pretty bored in the house so I went out for a walk. After I went to McDonalds I decided to go back home. Suddenly I heard someone shout "Just leave me alone!" I ran as fast as I could to where the voice came from and when I came to it I stopped dead on my tracks. There were three guys trapping a girl against a wall, she seemed somewhat familiar but I couldn't see her face. Well thank God I took boxing lessons and could easily bring down those three guys. I don't know why but I just shouted "Back off bastards" hero-like (if that exists). Like robots they turned around at the exactly same time and looked at me (creepy). So I kicked one in his "sensible" part, punched other in the face, kicked the last in the stomach and then I did the thing when you throw three kicks in the air and hit every single one of them, making them fall to the ground. See? Piece of cake, not even a scratch, I smiled to myself. Then I remembered the girl and looked for her but I didn't find her. She didn't even said thanks? Well, maybe she got scared of me. Just when I turned back to go home I nearly had a heart attack, she was right behind me (Droopy!).
"Thank you" she said blushing. Awww how cute! Wait I know her! She's the one who rejected me and now my life is nearly impossible.
"I wish I hadn't help you" I snapped at her and starting walking away.
"I'm sorry" I heard her say and then a sniffle sound.
Whatever that girl just ruined my life a month ago when her brother humiliated me in public, sine then I only have one friend named Chad and he was friends with me just because he hated Samantha's brother. I couldn't care less for her. I kept walking until I reached my house and then went straight to my room. The next thing I know I had fallen asleep.
Back to Samantha's POV
I felt awful, maybe I shouldn't have treated him that bad when I met him. He just was there when I realized Brittany had moved and I was really upset. I also feel guilty, because my brother humiliated him because of me and he only had a friend. Still his words hurt. Did he hate me that badly that if it was up to him I could die in front of his eyes? I started walking back home while thinking about Mark, and how he regretted saving me. The tears fell down uncontrollably, tonight I was almost raped. I won't take night walks anytime soon. When I arrived home I was exhausted, the tears had dried and I just went straight to my room. I grabbed my guitar and started singing.
Sitting here at home
Thinking about all
I just can't understand why I feel so alone
More and more friends aren't here anymore
I wonder what I've done
I tried hard but failed
I wanted to have more friends
Now I'm here all alone
My best friend I have lost
I can't feel worse
In the forget oh yeah I'm there
I guess ill just have to forget
And start all over again
How can this pain be gone?
All the problems I got
I tried hard but failed
I wanted to have more friends
Now I'm here all alone
My best friend I have lost
I can't feel worse
I know it's hard but I can't stand
And feel like nothing happened
Because my heart is broken
Where to start
I just feel so lost
I tried hard but failed
I wanted to have more friends
Now I'm here all alone
My best friend I have lost
I can't feel worse
That's the word I feel lost
Lost and alone in the world
I finished singing and the tears had come back. I put down the guitar, changed into my pajamas and then went to sleep. Tonight I had another strange dream. I was running from someone, there were voices screaming my name, others telling me to come back. My head was hurting and I don't know why I knew I couldn't stop, I needed to keep running. It felt like hours until I came to a forest and ignoring the feeling that I shouldn't run through it, I kept running. Suddenly I came to a stop, Matt was in front of me, his mouth was moving but no sound came of it. I turned and there was Derek, relief flowed over me, but his head started to crack and it fell off his body. I screamed and turned to the other side and there it was Mark. What was happening on here? I couldn't stand this so I turned to the last side I had left prepared to run, but there were the guys who tried to rape me. I just looked up and screamed like there was no tomorrow, letting my body fall and my mind in complete darkness.
I woke up sweating. My brother was shaking me and mumbling my name.
"Oh God, you're alive!" I exclaimed hugging him tightly.
"What happened? You were screaming like crazy!"
"I just...had a nightmare, that's all" I said my voice breaking.
I told him everything that happened. I asked him to be friends with Mark and forgive him, and he said he will do it because he had saved me. When he left to his room I tried to go back to sleep but images from the dream popped up in my head. So instead I turned up my laptop and started writing one of my books. When I was finished I looked at the clock, it marked 4 am. Well I guess could use two hours of sleep at least. Thankfully I didn't dream and when my alarm woke me up I wasn't in such a bad mood. I bathed and changed into a jean skirt, flats and a long sleeve shirt. I combed my hair in a bun and made my way downstairs. I made myself a sandwich and since Derek hasn't left I decided to walk to school. In my way I had encounter with Matthew.
"Hey!" he said coming to my side.
"Oh, hello!" I answered him.
"What's up?"
"Not much just clearing my thoughts, you?" Why was I being so honest with him?
"Same, umm I was wondering if..."
"I could tutor you?" I said getting why he was talking to me.
"Uh yeah, that's it...umm sure" he stuttered.
"Why do you need it anyways? You seem smart to me" I asked.
"Well actually I don't need them..."
"I don't get it, if it was to piss my brother you already did so why do you still want me to tutor you?" I cut him off.
"I wasn't going to ask you to tutor me"
"Oh" I was embarrassed, my cheeks burned.
"I was wondering if you could go out with me..."
"What?" I asked shocked
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