Hate, Depression and Nathan Sykes.

Chapter 25

LUCY'S P.O.V

I tried to keep as calm as I could. But the worry kept creeping into my mind. I tried everything to try and distract myself.

I watched a film.

I went for a swim.

I made cakes.

I had a shower to try and past the time. But nothing worked. I just couldn't stop the worrying.

I laid down on the sofa and went on twitter. I was reading some of their fans tweets to Nathan.

"@NathanTheWanted I love you so much. Please follow me?"

"@NathantheWanted Sykes, get in my bed!?" oh my.

"@NathanTheWanted you saved me" this tweet touched me. So I decided to retweet it and follow her.

I kept reading the tweets of the fans which I believe is called twfanmily. Some were so cute, some were hilarious, and some.. Oh my. I didn't even know 12 year olds knew what half of this stuff meant.

I kept scrolling and I came across a tweet of Nathan's that someone had Retweeted from this morning. "You'll never truly understand how much I love you"

This made me blush. Was he on about me?

As I was thinking this I heard a car coming up the drive.

Oh, the boys!! I totally forgot. Twitter is the key distraction to everything.

I ran to the front front door and opened it as fast as I could. Fiddling with keys. Everything never goes right when you're doing everything faster.

As I finally opened the door and I saw the boys and a familiar face coming towards me.

"LUCY" she shouted.

"LYDIA" I screamed back.

I ran towards her as he ran towards me. I wrapped my arms around her and I felt her nose squish into my shoulder.

I felt the tears running down my face. Happy tears.

"I'm do glad you're alright" I told her, refusing to take my hands from around her.

"I'm so glad you got away. I told you we'd get you out. Didn't I?" she said, gripping onto my t-shirt tighter and moving her head a little so she was in a better position to hug me tighter.

"come on, let's get you inside" I told her, leading her into the house.

I sat her down onto the sofa and joined her. I went to say something when I felt a sharp pain up my side. I tried to ignore it but it came stronger and stronger every few seconds.

It felt as if someone was grabbing my insides and squeezing.

"ow" I said quietly without realising.

"luce?"

"I'm fine" I lied.

The pain grew heavier.

"NATH" I shouted.

He ran over. I held my hand against my side as if it was easing the pain.

He looked down and seen I was in pain.

"take me upstairs please?" I asked him quickly. I needed to lay down.

He lifted me up bridle style and carried me up the stairs. He laid me down on the bed and sat next me.

"Luce, the doctor said take things easy"

"I have" he looked towards the bathroom door and seen my swimming suit I wore to go swimming earlier.

"and swimming is taking things easy is it? Lucy, please take this easy. Stay in bed? I don't want you hurting yourself" he said as he lifted my top to take a look at me wound.

I hissed a little at the pain.

"it's a little bruised. I banning you from doing anything too fun" he joked around, I giggled at his attempted to be funny.

"even sex?" I asked him, messing around sarcastically.

He looked at me and pouted. He came closer and swiped it thumb across my lips then kissed me slowly. "even sex" he sighed. Being sarcastic back.

I laid down and hid my arms under the blanket. "please don't leave?"

He kicked his shoes off and jumped under with me. Wrapping his arms around me but trying to be gentle.

I put my head on his chest and started circling his chest with my finger.

"promise me something?" I asked him.

"yeah?"

"that you don't ever hurt me? Not like what my mum has done but you don't break my heart"

"I'd never want to hurt you. You mean the world and more to me Lucy. I wish you'd realise how much I truly love you"

His tweet?

I kissed his chest before grabbing the remote control and switched the tv on. He moved his hand on top of mine and locked his fingers between mine.

After about 2 hours past, I felt his tight loosen. I slowly tried to move from his grip and to go down stairs.

Everyone was in bed. I was still in a lot of pain. But I needed some milk to help me sleep.

I walked into the kitchen and got myself a glass of milk.

As I took my first sip, I heard foot steps coming up behind me. I turned around and saw Siva. I couldn't even look at him.

I rolled my eyes and went to walk off. But he grabbed my arm and pulled me back. Sending a sharp shooing pain up my side,

"owww"

"oh, sorry" he apologised.

"what do you want Seev?"

"I wanted to apologise. I didn't mean to lie and make you look like a bad person. I want you to know I told him the truth."

"after I was fucking taken" i said to him very angrily. But trying to keep my voice down.

"I know, and I'm sorry."

He looked very upset. It won't be good for anyone if we stayed mad at each other. "fine, I forgive you" I told him. Before finishing my milk and putting it on the side.

I went to walk out and he started talking once more. "i really am sorry" he told me. I was still facing away from him. I smiled a little.

I turned around and walked quickly up to him and wrapped my arms around his neck. "it's ok, I forgive you" I gave him a kiss on the cheek and walked out.

I walked back up to the bedroom and hid under the quilt.

I moved my head so I was comfortable and closed my eyes.

I finally felt my eye lids getting heavier.

Before I knew it, I fell asleep.