Hate, Depression and Nathan Sykes.

Chapter 43

NATHANS P.O.V

I followed Lucy up the stairs, she looked completely out of it. I picked up my pace a little and called her name. I followed her into the bedroom and she was sleeping on the bed. How could she have falling asleep so quickly. I picked her and placed her on her side of the bed and put the blanket over her. I kissed her cheek and went back down stairs. I sat down next to Siva and grabbed my drink off the table.

"Alright mate?" I smiled towards Siva. He looked back and didn't say anything. "Hey? What's wrong?" He looked down and locked his phone he was currently tapping.

"Leigh broke up with me." He sniffled a little but wasn't crying. He shook his head, "she was the best thing that happened to me Nath, what happened?" I looked at him for a second and sighed.

"I don't know mate. I'm Sorry." He looked at me and gave me a little smile that looked forced and got up and walked up stairs. I didn't see that coming. Even though we didn't see much of Leigh, she made him so happy. I relaxed back into the sofa and watched a little tv.

LUCYS P.O.V

My eyes fluttered open and I looked around slightly before realising where I was. It was dark, what happened? I sat up and a great amount of pain hit my head.

"Woah" I whispered under my breath and I scrunched my eyes. I grabbed my phone from my pocket to see the time. 01.34am. I saw a texted message.

"I'm sorry about what I did. But tell anyone what happened and I'll hurt that little boyfriend of yours. See you soon;)-Ryan."

Ryan? I remembered soon as I read the text. I should have known he would have done something like this. What did he mean 'see you soon" those three last words scared me. I had that irritation again. I Got up off my bed and and straight away a shooting pain flew through my stomach causing me to fall against the wall but I refused to fall to the ground. I got my balance and walked to the wardrobe. I got out a little box and walked towards the bathroom. 2 months clean to long. I closed the door behind me and made sure I looked it.

I sat down on the toilet seat and opened the box. It was full of needles. It was the best I had as I threw all the proper stuff out. I lifted my top and saw a bruise down the left side of my stomach. It was every colour you could think of. I picked a needle up and tried to make marks on my hip. It was only making scratches. I got really frustrated and threw the box at the wall. I got up and walked down stairs and saw Nathan sleeping on the sofa. I watched him for a second when I felt someone grab me, putting their hands over my mouth. I felt them drag me out of the door. They finally let go. I turned around and felt someone slap me.

I put my hand to my cheek as it burnt. I looked towards them and saw Ryan. I stepped back a little so I wasn't in his reach.

"I'll be making a regular visit." He smiled coldy. I shook my head and looked away. "And you tell anyone about it. I'll hurt your precious little boyfriend." He walked up to me and grabbed my cheeks with his left hand. "Understand?" He snapped.

I nodded my head in fear as I felt the tears soak my cheeks. He let go and I froze where I was. I didn't move. He slowly walked away and I walked back in and shut the door slowly.

"Lucy?" I heard a sleepy voice call. I quickly wiped my cheeks before facing them and pulling on a smile. It was Tom.

"Tom" I smiled.

"Are you ok?" He asked with a hint of concern in his voice.

I nodded back. "Just needed some air." He nodded back.

"Come on, I'll make us some hot chocolate" he lead me to the kitchen and made us hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows. He took a sip and got cream up his lip. I laughed at him and he chuckled back. He took a finger full of cream and smudged it against my nose. I gasped and did the same. Causing us to burst out into a fit of laughter. I chose to ignore the pain it was causing my stomach.

"Bitch" he smirked.

"Twat" I chuckled back.

The laughing died down and I took a sip of my drink. "Hear about Jay and Lydia?" Toms happy gaze turned into a glare.

"What do you mean?"

"Well. They're moving out." I smiled. He glared at me for a second before shaking his head and put his cup in the sink. "What's your problem with them? Anytime anything good happens you're never happy for them?" He shook his head. "Do you like Lydia or somethng?"

"No! God no" he resorted.

"Then what?"

"I don't have to explain myself to you." He snapped. He walked past me but I grabbed his arm, causing a shooting pain through my stomach again as I moved so quickly.

"Tom, please."

He came close to me and sighed. "You can't tell anyone lucy. And I mean it ok?" I nodded my head slowly, my mind all over the place wondering what he was going to say. He sighed before turning around and looking out the window.

"Remember the first few days Lydia was here? Well, I didn't know She slept with jay until after it happened but-" he paused.

I grabbed his hand softly, "but what?" I asked softly.

"I slept with her, it's a chance Tyler could be mine."