Hate, Depression and Nathan Sykes.

Chapter 44

LUCY'S P.O.V

I was lost for words. I couldn't believe what Tom just admitted to me. I got up of my seat and went closer to him, still holding onto his hand. He was looking out the window.

"Hey, it's ok" I said slowly, and softly. It's all I could get myself to say as I could see he was confused and upset.

"No. It's not Ok Luce. What if he is mine? What are we going to do? Jay will hate me for life. How would be tell the fans?" He asked me, still not looking at me.

"Tom. We don't know if Tyler's yours yet. Come on. We'll get a DNA test. We'll keep it between me, you and Lydia. Jay doesn't have to know. And if it turns out he's yours we'll sort it out when the times comes ok?" He finally looked and me and he looked drained. He tightened his grip on my hand and smiled. He kissed my forehead and pulled me into a hug. I rested my head on his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his back and he wrapped his tightly around my shoulders.

"What's going on here?" Nathan asked as he walked in, taking a sip of his tea. I pulled away slowly from Tom and smiled at Nathan.

"Nothing." I smiled back at him. "Me and Tom are going to the hospital. Is that ok?" He smiled and nodded before walking out.

Tom sighed before grabbing his jacket. "Wait for me in the car." I shook me head as I remembered what happened a few minutes before I chatted with Tom. I was not going out there by myself. "Um- Ok. Wait 2 seconds. Gonna go grab my keys." He ran upstairs quickly and took a quick look at my phone. Fortunately I had no message or missed calls. But the fear was over taking. I heard Tom coming back down the stairs and quickly put my phone in my pocket. "Ready?" He asked, looking nervous.

"Ready." I followed him out of the door, staying close to Tom. I could feel my heart pounding.

"You ok?" Tom asked, I nodded and kept looking around in the dark bushes. The fear of him still being here was horrible. I quickly got into the car and locked the door soon as I got in. My breath slowed down a little and a took a sigh of relief. "You sure you're ok?" Tom asked again as he shut his car door.

"Yeah, fine,"

The drive to the hospital dragged a little as there was a little unexpected traffic but what can you do?

We got the hospital and checked visiting times just to make sure. It ended at 7.30. It was only 7 so we had plenty of time. We took a slow stroll to Lydia. I hooked my arm around Toms as I could see his face getting more and more pale as we got closer.

We made it to Lydia's room and I went to knock when Tom stopped me. "What if he's my kid Luce? Jay will hate me. The fans will hate me. The guys will hate me." He looked down and took a deep breath.

"If I'm being honest Tom. I can't believe she slept with both of you in the space of 3 days. But 'it was the alcohol' wasn't it." I shook my head and carried on, "but look. That baby in there is a spit if Jay. I'd bet my money on Jay. But of he does turn out to be yours. We'll sort it ok? We'll explain it to the fans, and the guys but we'll find a way to tell Jay. He's understanding." I smiled. He looked up and nodded. He shook his head a little to shrug off the sadness and I knocked on the door. I walked in slowly and Tom followed me. She was caring to Tyler in his little hospital cot.

"Hey" I whispered, as she turned around and smiled. I could see the smile drop a little as she saw Tom but still carried on smiling. "Look. I know what went on."

She hesitated a little. "Um- what are you talking about,"

"Don't play stupid games with me Lydia. Just get a damn DNA test. What were you bloody thinking?" She sighed and looked towards Tyler. She starting shaking her head.