Hate, Depression and Nathan Sykes.

Chapter 29

NATHAN'S P.O.V

On the way to the signing was a lot of fun. Jay and Max making fun of Siva's Irish accent made me and Tom piss ourselves. Their attempt of the accent is shocking.

As we pulled up, there were 100's of fans cueing to go into the store. We immediately decided to go into the back way as it will be a lot safer.

We went up through the fire and door and waited in the staffs break room. Me and the boys chatted for a short while. After about 10 minutes there was a loud roar of screams. As they died down a guy on a microphone started talking.

"ARE YOU ALL READY? THE WANTED ARE IN THE HOUSE"

The lungs on some of the girls were unbelievable, they just wouldn't stop screaming and shouting. We waited another two minutes when the fans started chanting.

"The- Want- ed"

"The- Want- ed"

"The- Want- ed"

As soon as we heard that, we got up and made our into the store. We went in and we all hid behind the railings. The wouldn't be able to see us as there was big advertisement boards on them.

On the count of three, we all jumped up and surprised the fans. It was so funny, they just wasn't expecting it.

We went to make our way to the signing table when a girl shouted "I love you Nathan"

I sneaked off and made my way to this fan. She looked really shocked and had her hands over her mouth as she realised I was approaching her. I gave her a tight hug and told her "I love you too" which made her cry. "Don't cry" I told her. "You'll smudge your makeup" which made her giggle.

When I let her go I looked up and shouted "GROUP HUG" and dived into the middle of the crowd and tried to hug as many people as I could.

"NATHAN, GET OVER HER NOW!" Kev shouted

"NO!" I screamed back.

"There isn't enough time for you to do this"

I glared at him and shouted "WE'LL MAKE TIME. THESE GIRLS AND SO MANY MORE ARE THE REASON IM LIVING MY DREAM. AND IM SHOWING THEM HOW GRATEFUL I AM AND HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME"

What I just said made the crowd "aww" and scream at the same time.

"Girls, if you write your twitter names on a piece of paper, and give it me are the table. I'll follow all of you? Deal?"

"DEAL" they all shouted at the same time.

I made my way out of the crowd. The feeling of girls pulling on my shirt and trying to get hold of my hands always made me feel happy.

That sounded a bit dodgy but, what I mean is. After all these years. It's still mad to say I have all these fans that are crazy about me. Us. The Wanted.

I made my way the the table and sat down and we all got our sharpies ready to sign some CD's.

Here goes.

The girls started pilling in. Screaming.

"I love you too" I must have said it about 80 times already.

This girl came past the table and she was crying her eyes out. Tom gave her a kiss on the cheek but

The security pulled her away.

"WOAH" I shouted, as I stood up out of my chair. "GET YOUR HANDS OFF HER"

"Nath.." The security man started..

"NOW" they let go of her and she ran up to me and hugged me. "Hey, hey. No crying." I smiled at her. All the other girls watching.

"I- I- I- cant h-help it" she stuttered where she was crying.

"You can, I'm just a guy. No different to any other" I told her.

"That's not true. You're so much more than just a normal guy. A normal guy can't say he's saved 100's of lives just by doing what he loves."

I looked at her for a second. Memorised by her words. "That's so sweet" I kissed her cheek and took a quick photo with her and waved her off as I shouted "I love you" and carried on with the signing.

"NO SELFIES WITH THE BOYS" the security kept shouting, just fucking watch me.

I took lots of girls phones to take a photo with them. We're not doing anything else today so I don't see the point in rushing.

My box by the side of me was full of lovely presents and food, yes food. Off the fans. Someone even bought me tea bags. Legends.

About 45 minutes later a girl came up to me and didn't say anything when I was signing. I looked up at her. "You ok lovely?" I asked her. She nodded.

"Nathan? Who was that girl you were with back in the Uk? You know.. When those fans spotted you?"

Oh my god. I totally forgot about those girls.

"No one, she's just a friend Love"

She looked at me for a second. "Then why didn't you deny it to those girls?"

"I did Hun. They're just stirring it. I promise" I got up and gave her a kiss on the cheek just before she walked off.

I felt so bad for lying. But it's for Lucy's own safety.

LUCY'S P.O.V

Me and Lydia were still laying down besides of the pool. Laughing and giggling.

"Lucy?" Lydia started.

"Yeah?" I asked, opening my eyes from sun bathing. Then looking towards her with slightly squinted eyes.

"Why don't you take that jacket off, you must be boiling."

I felt a lump in my throat. I thought of the first excuse that came to mind. "It's keeping me cool surprisingly enough. Also, I don't want to catch sun burn." I smiled at her.

"Oh fair enough"

"Fancy getting me a drink?" I asked her. Closing my eyes and pointing my head back towards the sun.

"Make one yourself you lazy shit?" She giggled. "And while you're at it. Make me one?" She giggled again.

I gasped sarcastically at her response. "Fine, but you're coming"

She sighed and got up with me. We made our way to the kitchen and I took a quick look in the fridge to see what was on offer.

I saw a few cans in the side of the fridge door. I felt my tongue tingle with excitement. I had to have one I grabbed one for me and one for Lydia. I went to throw it to her before she refused. "No thanks." She told me.

"Why not? You love to drink?"

"I know. But I'm trying not too."

"Why?" I asked her. Full of confusion.

She paused for a second.

"Lydia?"

"Does there have to be a reason? I just don't want to be the same as your mum. Drinking all day and all night."

"Fair enough. One won't hurt though?" I told her.

"Lucy. I said no"

"Fine. But I'm still having one." I told her.

She let out a little laugh through her nose. I grabbed her a class of lemonade and we made out way back out to the pool and laid back down.

"Now. This. Is the life"