Hate, Depression and Nathan Sykes.

Chapter 7

LUCY'S P.O.V

I woke up in my warm, cosy double bed. I loved my bed. I rolled over to see Nathan sleeping next me. What happened?

How long have I been a sleep?

I started to shake Nathan. "Nathan" I whispered. Trying to wake him up.

"Nathan" I whispered slightly louder. He started moving and his eyes slowly opened. When his eyes spotted me looking at him, he sprung up.

"Jesus Christ, Nath?" I said as he shocked me a little.

"Oh my god, Lucy you're awake." He said, looking so relieved.

"Well, I was only sleeping." I started sounding confused. "Wasn't I?"

"Lucy, you've been unconscious for hours." He told me, looking concerned. Unconscious? What happened?

"What? Nath, what happened?"

"You past out in the shower" He told me. All This was confusing me.

"But why? I can't remember nothing Nath."

"From too much blood loss." He whispered, looking down at his hands. He then grabbed my arms and started to take my pink woolly cardigan off. Then took the blanket off my legs. Revealing all of my cuts and scars, some big, some small, some deep, some scratches. God it was cold. "Lucy, the blood loss is from this. This has caused it. You can't go on like this." I could see his eyes tearing up.

"Nath-"

He cut me off. "No Luce, I'm going to be here with you through all of it. I want to help."

NATHAN'S P.O.V

She started crying, "sh, sh. Come here." I put my arm around her and held her tightly.

"Nathan, what's wrong with me?" She asked me. Her voice quivering.

"Lucy, look at me. There is nothing wrong with you, at all. You are the strongest girl I have ever met. My life, has been full of amazing adventures. Touring, concerts, being in a boy band. I needed to meet you to teach me that life isn't just about letting go and having fun, that people out there are suffering. Like you. I needed to know that. Because I know that now, I want to help. No, I need to help. I can't keep seeing you like this. I haven't known you that long, but I like you Lucy. I really like you Luce... Let me help. Ok."

She looked at me and smiled.. "Ok."

She lifted her head up so she was at the same level as me. She leant her forehead against mine and a noses slightly touched. Sending shivers down the back of my neck and through my body.

I pushed my lips against hers, kissing her slowly. She kissed me back, our lips moving in sync. She put her one hand on the back of my neck and the other in my hair. Tugging slightly. Her hands were so soft. This moment right here, was perfect

She pulled away for a second.

She looked at me with a playful, but serious face. "Now, what's this about a boy band." She giggled.

I laughed in return, only a little though. I put my head against hers and said "I'll tell you about it later, right now. I just want you." I could just see that her smile had grown. She kissed me again, I could feel her smile pressed against my lips.

I laid back, pulling her down with me. We just lay there in each others arms.

"Come on Luce, have some rest. You need it." I told her.

She put her head against my chest, circling the middle of my chest with her finger. I kissed the top of her head. Making sure I didn't disturb her. I haven't felt this happy in a longtime.